I inhale this moment so its memories will be embodied within me forever.

 

I take a good look at you, surrounded by the falling confetti

like how the moon shines in the starry sky.

Breathtaking, I thought as I held my heart

And with lungs gasping for air.

 

Awestricken, what I must have looked like

when I couldn’t help but to stop in my tracks.

And for half a minute,

my mind seemed to blur out this big spacious room colored in the most beautiful purple.

 

And I took it all in.

Those pearly white smile of yours.

Those sparkling eyes filled with pure emotions.

Truly, you make every ounce of me jump in joy.

 

Tell me, how did you do it?

How do you make all the tiredness go away from my being with just your mere presence?

How is it possible to make my heart beat relentlessly even after all this time being together?

How did you implant yourself in my own mind, heart and soul, making it scream your very name all the time?

 

But before I can even wonder further at the thought,

You came running to me, embracing me tightly in your arms.

Even if it was just for a glimpse moment, your warmth has swooned my heart to bliss.

And the breath I had unconsciously held released all at once.

 

It’s difficult;

Trying to mask these swarm of emotions you’ve dealt.

And it didn’t help when you shameless held my hand with yours

As we started to strolled around the stadium.

 

You’re making this very hard.

Too hard to contain this stupid wide smile I can’t control as we waived to the crowd.

And even after all this had gone by,

My heart still skips a beat when I’m with you.

 

Maybe I’m just in love.

No, I am in love with you.

Hopelessly.

With all my being.

 

In this moment,

in yesterday’s time,

and in the future’s upbringing.

 

Moon Bin I love you so much ♡

 

 

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My dongminnie~

 

I know you might get mad that I looked at your journal but it fell and I was curious. And I’m trying not to destroy the pages by scribbling what I’ve felt reading this or what I’ve felt for you from the start till this very day. All I’m trying to say is CHA EUNWOO AKA LEE DONGMIN WHO IS ALSO MY DONGMINNIE, MY LOVE, AND MY OTHER HALF, I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH ♡

 

PS: expect a welcome home shower of kisses when you get back home from filming :)

 

PPS: don’t wash your sweaters I like your lingering scent