Risae-ah..

How are you up there ?

I hope you are happy and smiling now ..

You remember me , right ?

Of course , you would , right ? I’m David Oh or much you prefer to call me Oh Sae Hoon because my first name is basically same as your’s, right ?

I remember meeting you .. It was so awkward but we easily warm up with each other and become bestfriend ..

Remember that we become Husband and Wife in the reality show , We Got Married ?

I was so happy that you become my partner .. My own bestfriend become my wife .. That was really unexpected .. But I like it ..

Everytimes we met and talk , you haven’t failed to make me feel happy , at east , peace and smiles at your cuteness and sweetness. It makes me feel something that I was unexpected to be feeling ..

 

LOVE..

 

I fell in LOVE with YOU ..

 

I fell in LOVE with My own Bestfriend..

 

I fell in LOVE with My own Ex- Rival..

 

I fell in LOVE with My own ex-wife..

 

I fell in LOVE with Kwon Ri Sae..

 

Everything you do just make me love you .. I don’t know .. your personality is just beautiful itself .. you smiles .. I just can remember how beautiful it look .. I can remember it just like you are smiling infront of me right now..

Oh and I  remember the last time we have our date after our virtual marriage ..

You told me that you are going to debut soon and you said I have to catch up with you soon

And I remember making a promise to you if I was be able to debut soon , I have to give my first signed ever album to you …

And I remember the promises that I make with myself ..

 

I want to propose to you ..

 

I want to be your boyfriend , your husband and your children’s father ..

But everything changes with that one phone call..

That phone call that I regret so much till now ..

I remember running to the ICU ..

Seeing you lying on the bed ..

Full with wires and bandages wrapped most of your body ..

That sight alone make my heart stopped , my breathing stuck on my throat ..

I cried , RiSae..

I cried ..

Because of you ..

I regret not to be able debut soon enough after you ..

I regret for not to be able to propose at you now ..

I regret for not to be able to be with you ..

Only GOD knows how much it hurts me ..

The day you past away is the day I suffered the most ..

Looking your beautiful ,cute face looking so peaceful ..

Pale and cold ..

I want to hug you and warm you up ..

I want to wake you up ..

But ..

You aren’t opening your eyes ..

You aren’t breathing ..

You already gone..

Gone with your bestfriend and member , EunB ..

 You already death ..

Death ..

I hate it ..

I want to turn back times ..

I want to replace your place ..

Let me the one who died ..

 

Risae-ah ..

I miss you …

I miss you ..

Soo much ..

I miss you soo much that it’s hurts ..

I feel like dying RiSae ..

Half of my lives are dead , RiSae ..

But I remember your message ..

 

 

From : Cutie RiSae <3

To : Saehoonieee <3

 

 

Yahh ~ Do you like my new song ? Have you get my album yet ..

If you have gotten it , have you open it ?

Who’s photocard did you got ? Which song that you like ?

My favourite is I’m Fine Thank You

You should listen to it and tell me your honest opinion about it , arasseo?

Love you ~

 

From : Saehoonieee <3

To : Cutie RiSae <3

Yup , I did ..I got .. EunB XDD aniyo ~ I got you .. You look beautiful btw ^.~

The song is catchy and cute..

I like it .. Daebak !

I have not yet listen to you favourite yet but I’m make sure to hear it ^^

Love you ~

 

RiSae-ya..

Is your ‘Love you’ .. do you mean it ?

Do you love me ?

Like how much I love you ?

I don’t mind if you don’t mean it because I already love you …

 

RiSae ..

You are Strong..

You are Caring..

You are Hardworking..

You are Beautiful..

You are Perfect..

You are an Angel..

 

You are an Angel  , my Guardian Angel..

 

For our next life , I hope our way cross again ..

I hope your life is not gonna end like this ..

I hope we will be together ..

 

Love you and Miss you..

 

Sincere ,

David Oh SaeHoon