Today Leeteuk has a confrance with SM's manager to look up the lyrics for their 6th album.

Leeteuk really hated to be in that place after his last confrance with the manager,but he had to.

In SM buliding AGAIN   

 (1-5 / 12 am)

as soon as leeteuk stepped in the office after the manager let him in, he said after bowing.

"Good morning sir, these're the lyrics sir"...he said that as quickly as he could without looking at the manager's

face. Mr.Soo Man didn't look at the paper that leeteuk passed to him, but he kept looking at leeteuk's face that

was looking at the floor after sitting.

"umm". he said when he was taking a look at the paper."so we have to divide the songs for 9 voices". when

leeteuk heard that, he was shocked because the manager talked with him about kangin's comeback from the

army in the last time, so what that's supposed to mean?..did the manager forget?...so he said : "9 voices

sir?.b-but sir...". but before he could finish his sentence,

Mr.lee interrupted him:"ahaa...yesung, kyu, ryeowook, sungmin, eunhyuk, donghae, shindong, siwon and u

of course, otherwise u don't want to be in that album" he said that and gave leeteuk firm glance that made 

leeteuk scared, so he stood up nervously and said: "No No sir, i didn't mean that sir..i mean...".

at that time the manager moved his chair to stand up and walked toward leeteuk. he leaned to put his hand on

leeteuk's chair: "i know what u mean leeteuk...kangin right?". he said that facing leeteuk that was a few inchs

from him and leeteuk nodded nervously. the manager let go of the chair and took a few steps in the office:

"but why i'll need him in ur opinion leeteuk, huh?", but before leeteuk even canthink of any proper answer, the

manager continued :"we have yesung, reywook, kyuhyun the best voices, eunhyuk is the best dancer,siwon is

the most handsome man, donghae and sungmin that can sing and dance well ". then, he turned to face 

leeteuk and said. "and u of course.. all the people know u r the best leader and there isn't such a thing u can't 

do for the members and the fans...i think i should confess that making u as a leader was the best decision i

had ever made".

it was the very first time the manager praised leeteuk, but leeteuk wasn't happy with it, of course he didn't think

the manager would praise him in any day at all and it was a surprise to see someone like that manager with

that personality to say that, but all he can think about now was kangin's future, so he said: "but sir"..he tried to

keep himself calm, but again the manager cut him in.

"yeah yeah, u r right..i forgot shingong, i put him under so much stress and i didn't believe in him, so i ignored

him, but he showed me he beared all of that..he's patitent"..he said that and went back to his chair.

he opened his desk. "and i thought he was fat". he said that and threw a picture to fall  in front of leeteuk.

'it's kangin's'

when leeteuk saw the pic, he stood up and said before even thinking:"sir..I.. he'll lose weight.. i swear sir i'll

make him practice..he likes to practice he'll do diet and drink much water..no alcohol..no more fights with the

others..i'll make him apologize to u sir, to the members, to the Elfs to everyone sir..just give him another

chance sir i'm bagging u sir". but the manger shocked his head: "it is not enough leeteuk..it is not enough"

at that time, leeteuk realized the manager won't change his mind. his tears started to find their way on his

cheeks instantly and when the manager heared his sobs he said:"aish leeteuk!...don't be dramatic..busniess is

bussines. i told u that we don't need him..that's it". leeteuk felt he'll collapse in any moment. he didn't imagine

everything will end up like that. why should the life be aganist him in everytime he tried to be happy?.

frist, with his family..his dad was punishing him and making him scare. he had had a horrible childhood and

then when he found kangin, the person who loved so much and taked a good care of him. when he always had

a hard time. the person who did the stupidest things, but he has regratted..he has changed..he did change

and got back to prove it, the life is gonna reject him?..how could he handle that?.

he couldn't think any more everything was black and only black in his eyes.. his legs disappointed him to fall

on the nearest thing beside him and he remmended mumbling unconsciously:"plz sir *sobs* plz plz *sobs* 

*sobs*".  the manager stood up from his chair and walked toward the collapsed leeteuk that wasn't even alert 

about the manager's exictence. he sat beside him and stared at him for about a minute then said. 

"aaaah leeteuk...i'm not a bad person", but leeteuk was in his own world, the manager hugged the shivered

body and whished in his ear.

"shhhh leeteuk...as i told  u that we don't need him...but if u want him to come back that bad, i'll agree

for u...only for u". leeteuk was drown in his crying to even concentred on what was going on or what the 

manager was even doing, but when the manager's words started to reapet themselves in his head, he blanked

and pulled away. 'did the manager say that? he'll agree for me?!!!'...

"oh sir..oh thank u...thank u so much...i appreciate that so much". he wipped his tearts away as he tried to give

the manager a smile to show him how much it meant to him, but his lips was shaking, as a matter of fact, his

whole body was. Mr.lee gave him a smirk and said: "anything for teuk...the angel".

leeteuk was confused about what the manager just said. he would always call him leeteuk or park jungsu, but

he decidied to ignore it all...mr.lee'll make kangin come back and that was the only thing he wanted.

"thank u sir...thank u sooo much". he bowed. the manager scoffed:" thank u sir?..that's only?"

he said that and put his hand on leeteuk's chin to make leeteuk look at him..leeteuk took step backword 

nervously :"w-what do u mean sir?".

the manager laughed loudly:"do u think everything in that world is free, leeteuk?"..leeteuk got scared more

right now."plz sir tell me what u mean?".

"i always found u smart leeteuk, is it too diffecult for u to understand?".

" i-i really don't understand s-sir..plz tell me".

"i want u, leeteuk".

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A/N hey! i came back again with the 4th chap ...i don't know whether i should continue this or not :/

tell me what u think.. and thanks for reading