Jimin P.O.V

 

"Oppa or Shinee?" he said on the phone

"Why are you like this?" I said, I can't choose between my friend and him

"Don't go" he was being bossy.

 

Please Chanyeol don't make me choose, don't force me to choose.

 

Their was a long pause all I could hear is his breathing(so y). My mind was racing who to choose, I can't let

go of friend alone: First, she's very fragile. Second, she save up money just to have someone accompany her. 

Third, she can't go without someone to accompany her. Fourth, she's a SUPER FAN of SHINEE and Lastly, I Promise.

And when I promise something I never break it, I hate this kind heart of mine. 

 

"Don't go" he said on the phone, my eyes began watering because his making this hard for me

"Don't make me choose, please (sob)" 

"Is it Oppa or Shinee" that's it I've had it.

 

" You know Oppa, I was such an understanding girlfriend to you that Every time you cancell our date because your

busy It was fine for me. That's the Idol life and I'm prepared that we won't be able to spend time together. I know your

Jealous that I'm going to their concert and its really sweet of you to hold a concert for me but Oppa sometimes you have 

to understand my side, how could you anyway your busy, you don't know how hurt I am missing you everyday and only

get to see you via Skype or video

call everytime. I love you Oppa so much that I forgot that I also have my own life, I'm sorry I'm choosing my friend

because a friend can never be replace they stay friends forever but a boyfriend can be replace but hard to forget and

Forgive. "

 

I let everything out, and I was overboard already. I cross the line of my patients, my make up was ruin, thanks to this

tears that never stop falling down. I'm was waiting for his reply but I could just hear him said

"Jagiya....." I shot my eyes close and said

"I'm sorry, Chanyeol.....I-i-i-i can't talk to you right now, gotta go" Ended up the conversation that way

 

My body became weak then I texted my friend that I can't accompany her because I was not feeling very well then

she said that her mom will accompany her to keep her safe. I turn off my phone because I know that Chanyeol will call

back, also I shot everything 

out good thing my Dad was out on a business trip and left me alone in the house. 

Lights are out, doors are close and windows. Whats left to do is sleep this pain away.

 

12.00 am

 

The night was peaceful, all I could hear was the raining pouring outside. Even when I'm asleep, I'm very sensitive with

 

 

my surroundings. This could be one of those best nights that could happen to me but it was ruined, 

I was laying on my bed, until I heard a loud bang on my window that woke me up. Great, this really is not my night

BANG!, there is it again, got up from bed and look at what it was.

 

Before I could come near the window, it broke to pieces and a rock landed infront of me, now I'm getting scared and it

was still raining hard with thunder joining together. I look outside the window and found nothing, when I was about to 

look away I heard a voice 

"JI!! Jimin!!"

Turning to where the voice came from, it was Chanyeol outside my house holding a small sign "Forgive me".

I was stunned that I couldn't even move an inch, it took me a moment to snap out of it. The rain was still Pouring

and his wet, stupid Chanyeol didn't even brought an umbrella. SO CARELESS.

 

I hurriedly went outside to let him in, he came running fast inside my house, he almost hug me when he was near but I

avoid him and went to the bathroom and get him some dry clothes, then I found him standing on entrance not moving an

inch. We stare at each other before I broke it off

"well, come in Chanyeol. Your getting the floor wet" I toss him the towel and clothes, Ok that was mean.

He knows the way to the bathroom then I went to the kitchen to make him some Hot Chocolate. He came back after

A few minutes and sat one the counter, I hand him the cup of hot chocolate but I was avoinding his eye contacts.

We were sipping our own cup of hot chocolate, Silence was present between us. When I was done I put it inside the aside 

and fold my arms looking down.

 

He stood up and came colser to me, my heart was racing with every step he makes then he stop infront of me. Still

looking down, seconds later he kneel infront of me and our eyes met.

 

"I'm so sorry Jagiya, I didn't mean to let you choose between me and your friend and your right I was jealous, crazy 

jealous because I don't want my angel to fall to others guys. Will you forgive me?"

His eyes were like diamonds, full of love. He pretended to do aegyo which always work on me, I want to laugh so badly

but I restrain myself

"How about you, will you forgive from over-reacting? I'm sorry too" he stand up and cup my face with his warm hands.

"Of course I do, because I understand your side" my eyes began watering again but this time, no tear was falling down

when to warms hands prevent them from falling. 

His face was getting closer and eyes lock with each other then our lips meet

 

The kiss was the most amazing moment that happen in my life more than the concert, it was magical. Then the kiss

heated up, he carried me bridal style to my room and layed me on the bed. Lips didn't even parted then we stop,

looking eachother, our body were so close.

"I love you Jimin" he said and kiss my forehead

"I love you too, giant" I smile and chuckle then we went off to dreamland.