Jaejoong’s Pov:

“Wow, this is really a fate. You said that you can’t meet with my hyung today, but God unite us in here”, Changmin laughing very loud. I just smile see him like that. Sometimes he likes a little kid

I glanced toward from Changmin to Junsu. From the first, he always in the silent. He just talk if there’s someone who talk with him.

I still feel so guilty. Really. I didn’t mean to lie or hide something from him. I just don’t want he hates Yunho if I tell him the truth

. “Hey, I want to buy some food down stair. Is there someone want to follow me?”,ask Yoochun while walking to down stair.

“Ya, hyung. Wait for me. Is there someone want follow us?”,Changmin look at me. I shake my head. I don’t know why but I really don’t have any desire to eat now.

“Oh, ok. Yunho hyung how about you?”

“I think I’ll wait here”, I glance to Yunho. Why he say that he want to stay here?

“I’ll go with you Min. I’m hungry”, Junsu’ s word make me jump a little. I stare at him. Why he go with them and leave me with Yunho in here?

“But,,,,,,,,,,”

“Hyung, do you want your brother die because he doesn’t eat?”ask Junsu. I know it’s just a reason.

I just sigh and let him go. Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin go down stair. I wait them until I can’t see them again.

I walk back to my place. Grab the book and try to focus with my book when someone whisper in my ears

“Long Time No See Jae”

Junsu’s Pov :

I walk behind Yoochun and Changmin. I walk weakly, like a sick person.

Truthfully, I lost my desire after I know everything. I lost my desire to read a book. I lost my desire to talk. And lost my desire to eat or drink anything

I never think Jaejoong hyung hide something from me. He never show anything weird in front of me. I never saw him cry or be alone in his room.

So why he hide it from me? Hide that he and Yunho hyung already break up?

Bruuuukkkkkkkkk………

I hit something. I don’t know what is it but the most important now, I already fall and sit on the floor. And all people see me

“Junsu ya, are you ok?”,I hear Yoochun ask me. He squat in front of me. I still didn’t realize what is he say. I just see him and look around. Changmin standing beside Yoochun while giggle. Yoochun stare at him when he hearing his giggle. Changmin just smile see Yoochun stare at him

“What happen?”,I ask Yoochun with confused tone. Yoochun smile to me and stretch out his hand to help me get up

“You hit me, Su”. Now, I can hear he giggle with Changmin. I just can put my pout on my face.

“Don’t pout like that Su. It’s just an accident you know?” say Yoochun. I already get up now, but I still put my pout on my face

“Can you stop giggle in front of me? Both of you?”,I walk in front of them and sit on a chair.

“Hey, you look so cute with your pout”, Yoochun pinch my cheek. I just stare at him but didn’t reject his hand to pinch my cheek.

“Enough hyung. Lets order some food and eat it. Jaejoong and hyung wait for us”, Changmin sit beside me and start to order some food

Yunho’s Pov :

“Long Time No See Jae”

My whisper make Jaejoong glance to me. I stare at him for a moment. He still same like 4 years ago. Didn’t change too much

“How are you?”,ask me to try open some conversation. I really miss his voice.

“Fine”, he ask me, but didn’t see me.

Why you so cold with me Jae? Don’t you know that I miss you so much?

“What are you doing here?”,I ask him again, hope he’ll see me. And it’s works

Jaejoong stare at me. I stare at him too. I miss him. All about him.

His Hair

His Lips

His Big-Doe Eyes

His Pinch Nose

Everything about him. I miss to hug him, Kiss him, Chat with him and Go out with him

“Here? I accompany Junsu to buy some novels”, finally you answer me. My heart run so fast. Like something chase it. Make me hard to breath

My heart run so fast for You, Jae

“No, I mean what are you doing in here? In Seoul?”

“Study with Junsu”, reply him simple.

He gets up from his seat and walks away. Stand in front of a bookshelf and try to find some book. I just can see him from a far. I see all his acts .When his hand stretch out to reach the book, when he smiles after get the book and everything that he did

“Why are you see me like that Yunho?” he ask me while walk back to his seat. His word make me back to my real life. He already sit on his seat

“What?”

“I ask you, why you see me like that Yunho?”,

Yunho? Why he doesn’t call me Yun ?

“Why?”

“What?”,he glanced to me

“Why you don’t call me Yun ?”,I raise my head and facing him. I see he feel shocked

“Yunho ya! We are not a couple again. How can I call you Yun ?” I feel something hit my chest hardly. I really hope he can call me Yun like he did in the past.

“Is it easy for you right? To forget me and replace me?”,I say something that I have not to say. I see he close his book and look at me so deep

“Easy?”

“Yeah. Look, you’ve forget me and already replace me with Changmin”,

“What you,,,,,”

“You didn’t know anything Jae. I still love you. You don’t know how hard I try to meet you. I want to explain everything actually about that misunderstanding”, I inhale and exhale some air before stare at him who stuck at his place

But for a second, he raises his head and stare at me

“If you want to explain everything to me, why you never call me?”,Jaejoong still facing me. I see Jaejoong’ s eyes full with teary now. I know he still have a same feeling with me. He still love me.

“If you want to meet, why you don’t try to come to my home?”,Jaejoong already cry now. I hear his sob, but he try to cover it with his hand.

I don’t know what can I do now. He rights. Why I ‘m not call him and say that I want to explain everything. Why I’m not try to come to his home and say that I want to meet him?

I just stand in my place like a statue. Didn’t know what can I do .

“So, what do you want to explain to me? About that misunderstanding?” I raise my head, facing him and stare at him exactly in his eyes..And he didn’t look around, he stares at me too.

I can catch something in his eyes. Hurt, Miss, and Hope become as one. His cheeks already wet because his tears.

I walk closer toward him. He didn’t make a movement, just stand in there and watch me walk toward him. I just stare at him while walk to him. I don’t care what will happen. I just want him to know that I miss him and love him from the bottom of my heart.

“Jae”

“I don’t need your explain Yunho”

“Please hear me. Just for this time”

“There isn’t anything who need your explain Yunho”

“You still misunderstanding with me Jae”

“Stop calling me Jae” I stop my steps.

What? He told me to stop calling him Jae ?

“Why?”

“I’m not yours anymore. Someone who can call me Jae just Changmin”

“Why you have to choose him?!”I hit the wall behind him. I see Jaejoong’s shoulder shaking, And his tears falls again I realize all of people see me and Jaejoong now. But I don’t care. I’ve to finish this.

“Why? Is that wrong if I choose your brother? He is better than you”, Jae say it with his smirk. I take a deep breath

You get the Jackpot Jae

“It is hard for me Jae. You don’t feel what I feel now”, I grab my hair and throw it.

“It’s over now Yunho. You’re not mine and I’m not yours. So forget all and try to find someone else”

I stretch out my hand and touch his cheek. Caress it.

Why he didn’t reject it? Why he just stand in his place and let me touch him?

“What are you doing hyung?”

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