160921 Short Update on Life
Hey you guys! How are you all? ;)
I am in such an AFF mood today, updating mnemonic, the fashion blog (again, thank you so much for all the support already! a fashion blog is such an unusual thing, so I'm glad you guys like it) and also re-uploading and un-drafting old stories that I've been wanting to re-upload and un-draft for a few months. Recently, I decided not to forget about AFF and not to hide old stories because it remains part of my life. It may not be the only thing anymore, but I can still come here once in a while and finish what I've started. It is a beautiful experience, and though I don't have as much time as I did back then, it doesn't mean I should abandon it. I realized how dear it is to me.
So Das Regenmädchen, Cafe Latte, and Empty Heart are all public again!
If you guys are interested, I may even post the one German fantasy story I started in spring. At first I wanted to keep it to myself and only write when I felt like it, with no pressure at all. But currently, that doesn't lead anywhere, so say the word, and I'll upload it. ;)
To my life:
I've been accepted for Psychology at Heidelberg University and I will start in October. Almost finished with all formalities, only one application for a scholarship left that I have to proof-read, OTL. Can't bring myself to do any of that.
Ever since returning to Germany I've had some sort of identity crisis about being Chinese or German (the conclusion, obviously, being both) and just the whole third culture kid problem. I don't really belong anywhere, but I've decided to make the best of it (Hanna Montana's "Best of Both Worlds", anyone?). There wasn't much time to be stuck in that crisis, however, because there were many wine festivals in the area, which I enjoyed with friends. I'm still a little unsure about who I am and what I want, but I'm trying to juggle meeting friends, social commitment, getting formalities done, reading in both German and English (after China I felt like I failed at all three languages, orz), self-studying Chinese, taking care of my family and AFF. It's a lot tbh, but I'm doing my best! ;D
That's it. Thank you for all of your patience, and I wish you a nice week. ;)
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