I've loved you for almost a decade,

And even though we were only together for a while,

Still I can't erase you that easily.

I'm sorry,

I'm just running away,

From you, from my parents, from my friends.

I'm such a coward, I know.

Nowadays I kinda tired,

I know this sounds so wrong but,

I miss your hug,

No.

I need your hug.

The world is just so mean to me right now.

I have friends whom listening to my stories now,

Thanks to your wise advice,

But it's just...different.

I need you now, more than ever.

I'm sorry that we have to become strangers again,

It's too painful to me though,

I've known you since we were kids,

Years I spent only to suppress this feeling.

And at the times like this,

It all broke.

I'm sorry,

That we can't be friends,

Not when I still stare at you in the same way I did 10 years ago.