That Should Be Me.
Description
(P.S. I write this while listening to Onestar - A tearful goodbye)
The moment I open my eyes, I held my chest. The pain inside is so unbearable. Tears starts to form from my eyes, and slowly I was holding my blanket - I was crying so hard. So hard that I forgot to how to breathe.
"Ma'am!" I heard outside the door.
*bang!**bang!**bang!*
"Agashi!" I heard ahjumma from outside. But I was so terrified to open that door. The door to my other self.
I dont know for how long I am crying every day. I consulted few psychiatries to help me with my emotions. I took sleeping pills to got me over to bed to sleep and I hope to not woke up the next day. I wanted to forget this kind of feeling.
This feeling of lost - this feeling of I am not worth enough to be that persons forever.
I stayed somewhere away from Korea, because I dont know for how long will I cope up with this.
I love you so much but -
I dont think I deserve this.
Foreword
Hi everyone!
First of all I wanted to say my apologies for not updating my 2 fictions for the last few years. I just dont know how to end it beautifully.
Second, I have been stanning EXO for last few months and this fiction just came to mind. It will be a short quick fiction for all EXO - L.
If you have any good title in mind please COMMENT IT DOWN BELOW! or you can message me!
I just dont know how and what will be the approriate title for this! Sorry! :(
Thank you to all my loyal subscribers whose been there since day one up until today!
To the new subs - HI GUYS! Lets be friends! (\O.O)
I miss writing and I am unemployed at the moment so let me enjoy writing for you guys!
THANK YOU!
and
ENJOY THE WHOLE FICTION!
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