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So I just started school again 4 weeks ago and I've never felt this suffocated in my life. My school is an absolute joke when it comes to grades, it's either an A or it's a 'get the hell out of here because you cannot meet our standards.'

No means to rant about how oppressing my school is, I just want to say that I've hardly spent 5+ minutes on aff because of the loads of work I have to hand in. I know it's like this for most college students but the issue here is that my school ends at 4-5 every day so I literally get no time to myself because once I finish my homework it's hit 12am. And I get homework for all of my subjects -.- Let's not miss out the fact that I'm dying from fatigue.

I mean where the hell does my weekends go?!

Each time I start a piece on aff I end up losing interest in writing it because the weight of reality just throws me off. It's assessment week this week already -.- so i have to study because they set my targets so fricking high and I'M NOT THAT SMART /cries/

I really miss updating frequently for you guys /sigh/

The only thing keeping me alive right now is my faith and the beautiful fact that B.A.P are coming back 5 days before my birthday ^-^

I thought I should've just notified why all you wonderful subscribers were recieving no updates T_T

-Panda x

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BESTXBAPX #1 Oct 21, 2015 14:23:55

T_T i feel ya...English is just too much -_-...lol I need to get back to my essay now

Planetariums #2 Oct 12, 2015 12:55:32

I understand where you're going with this and ultimately, it gets harder as you go through the school system. Evenso, your health and life is more important than the internet! :( Write when you want to. There is no one forcing you to entertain them and you shouldn't have to please everyone but yourself. Do what makes you proud and satisfied. I hope you get through your assessments and courses! We'll still be around. Study hard! Hwaiting! >_<)9

Jongyeolin #3 Oct 12, 2015 12:26:27

I feel you. College is freaking hell. Like, even on Saturdays I have a whole day of class learning about all the medical abbreviations of medicines and drugs. Then when it comes to Sundays, I have to revise my reviewers and study because my major subject LITERALLY gives quizzes everyday. And then the minor subjects are not helping too and I feel like they're harder than my major subject, which is pissing me off to hell and back. But we can do this. Lessen the negative outlooks on our lives and just give our best, because we'll be rewarded in the end. Have fun to, while we're at it. Fighting for you and your studies, and I hope you take care of yourself! :))