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I don't think many of you will read this but I'm thinking of taking a 2 month break from AFF, meaning none of my stories will be updated until july.
I've lost a lot of motivation in doing so and I feel as though my style in writing is becoming repetitive and boring.
I probably seem like I'm being ungrateful although I don't really know how to express this feeling.
Like, I just want to put everything on hiatus and disappear for a while.
I'm not giving enough time for school and the time I have towards my finals is decreasing and it feels like a major burden on me...
I guess it's a mixture of depression, stress and anxiety all molded into one and it's starting to really get to me and the pressure I receive from writing well for my readers is just added on and I'm always conscious of petty things like spelling mistakes and repeating things and just not being good enough.
I sound crazy.
Maybe the midnight feels have gotten to me lol
But seriously though, I'm not really satisfied with the ways things are going and I'm actually considering to take a really long break from writing but only visit to keep myself updated on my favorite on going stories.
I'll keep you guys updated if I change my mind /ugly sobs/
Good night x
-Jaerae
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