Hello dear my big family. I'm sending fandom hugs all over the world.  18/12/17 marked saddest day left impact on my heart and probably to all fans especially Shawols.  I'm writing from my smartphone since I didn't bring my netbook and yes,  I'm still in my final examination week.  

My deepest condolences goes to the beautiful soul,  Kim Jonghyun's relatives and all. I hope you guys stay strong, always. I'm not here as anyone fan,  we're a family.  We're all Shawols.  To be very honest, Shinee is my first kpop group ever. The group that always be in my heart.  Even my bias is Key but all of them are such sweethearts.  Their laughs along with him,  I would never forget it. It's as if he didn't left.  I can't believe it at first and I keep hoping that he's alright.  Unfortunately he didn't make it,  SM confirmed it too 

The news left such impact for me.  Writing this,  while listening to Breath by LeeHi, I cried a lot. It's already 1:15am (when i write this)  and I don't know what I felt but really,  I'm just so sad. He must be suffered a lot but we didn't get to do anything. Thank you for the hard work,  Jonghyun-ie.  Thank you for everything you've done.  Thank you for being such a good soul here in the world. 

May you rest in peace,  Jonghyun-ssi.  You've done a lot,  it's time for you to rest.  ♡

To everyone who need someone to talk,  just comment or dm me.  I'll be there for all of you.  Just say anything,  make yourself feel better.  It's okay to be sad,  let it out. 

We're all here for Jonghyun,  Shinee,  Shawols and fans all around the world.  ♥