Okay. Lame title omg.

So does anyone get that feeling of extreme boredom or emptiness when locked up in a room? Not literally of course, but just staying 24/7 in your room with nothing but your phone or laptop? Well, I get it all the time coz I've always got nothing to do and because I've been kind of depressed lately (that's out of nowhere ik) that I don't feel like facing anyone. I've been feeling really awful since last year (after moving houses) and I can say this is my lowest point in life so far. Soo yeah. I don't have anyone to talk to and when I try, something stupid has to happen or I kept on second guessing myself so it doesn't really go well for me. I've been working for it, but damn it has been one school year and I made no freaking progress it's so frustrating. 

Somehow though, I have this feeling of wanting to talk to someone. Not about any problems (although if the topic somehow goes there it's probably fine) but stuff that are not forced. You know, just a normal and casual chit-chat? But hopefully for a long time? Most of the problems I also get with talking is when they're forced and when we just stopped caring and trying after XD But yeah. Hopefully someone's up for a little bit of talking with me. Any topic, really (yeah I'm getting desperate). Just please be natural with me and be yourself with me. I'll also try to be my natural self with you. 

I know this is super desperate and pathetic. But hey, you never know when you try (although I pretty much know already that I'm being incredibly stupid that it's sad even without hitting that post button yet XD). 

Thanks for reading. Hope you have a good day/afternoon/night.