Nothing goes the way I want. Retrograde Mercur at birth in Virgo doesn't make a good scientist or communicator. I'm tired of crying my heart out and still being unheard, overlooked or laughed at... I'm tired and stressed. I want my books. My fantasy. My writing. I want all of that. I'm really tired, depressed, even wrote everything clearly to mom and she doesn't understand... People laugh at you :(...i feel so disheartened TT...