It's been a long journey…
In my last life-update blog (To Hell and Back), I had briefly mentioned there being a problem with my father's health. Well, he passed away last week on the 20th (sadly, my mom's birthday)
He had liver problems and the whole situation with the toxic mold in our old apartment, then having to move from place to place for a few months until we could find a new place to live, caused the issues to get worse a lot quicker than expected. He was in the process of trying to get a liver transplant and had even been transferred to one of the leading transplant hospitals in our state a few weeks ago, but in the end, he was just too sick.
I live with my parents because I have health problems myself, so my mom and I were his main caregivers through it all. Which really wasn't easy because he didn't like me much and made things more difficult on purpose. That's why I haven't been writing or replying to messages again the past few months. I really wanted to come back, aff is my happy place, but he needed so much care and supervision (liver failure causes the mind to deteriorate too because of fluid buildup, and other toxins in the body), and I was just so emotionally drained, that I didn't have the energy to force myself to do anything other than get through it.
I don't know how soon I'll begin to write again, or how consistently I'll reply to messages at first, but I am coming back ( ´・_・`)-❤ So please just bear with me a little longer?
Miso
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