OMG my cousins or step cousins are pissing me off!!! Like seriously, she's so full of herself. 
I honestly really hate people like that.  We have similar biases and she told her baby sister, who's like seven, that she doesn't think I'm perfect for them but she said she is.

Did I ever say I was perfect for him? 

She also said that she was a better fan than me.  She has all their CDs and posters and other fan merchandise.  I want it to but I need to save up for things that really matter like food, school, clothes and parent's anniversary that's coming up pretty soon actually.  She keeps trash talking me.

Then her baby sister came over yesterday and she would talk nonstop.  I love my family but when they get on my nerves, it's like I don't want to a part of them anymore.  So anyway, her baby cousin asked what happened if my bias ever saw me and had feelings. I'll just explain how our convo went. (B- baby cousin M- me)

B: What happens if you met him and he likes you?
M: That would be cool but I rather be friends first than have him as a boyfriend.  After all we just met right?
B: Yes but you wouldn't want to touch him or anything? Like a hug?
M: I would but it's not like we knew each other since kindergarden.  I mean if it was you in his shoes and you hugged a crazy fangirl who ran to you, wouldn't you feel awkward?
B: Yes.
M: See?
B: So you wouldn't want to be his girlfriend?
M: No, I'll let him meet your sister first.  He's her ultimate bias like me but family comes first, right?
 

She basically didn't say much after that.  Aren't I nice?  Giving my ultimate bias to my cousin? I'd feel jealous but I care for others first before me -.-"  Sometimes I regret it, but if the have a smile than my misery is nothing.  Just wanted to vent my feelings out on this. 
We were talking about Teen Top by the way...
 

Forever a Changster <3

Anyway, she likes L.joe and Chunji too but so do I in the same order.  It's not like I copied her?  She lives in Maryland and we RARELY see each other.  It's like we meet once every 2 years.  -.-"