Where Have I Been
Uhm… hi?
Ok, so I owe you guys an apology for being MIA since forever without saying anything. I know it’s rude and all but I’m going to explain everything to avoid unwanted threats and harsh words.
Here it goes.
I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life and the verdict? A big question mark. I’m so confused and it stressed me out that I have not been eating well nor was I sleeping enough. Negative thoughts kept invading my mind and it was hard to deal with. During my free time, I tried writing. Even so, I find it hard for words to come out no matter how hard I try to squeeze my brain. Aside from that, I don’t write as great as I did before (yes, I know. Self-praise) and it lowered my already diminishing self-esteem.
For the past few months, I focused on other things like reading stories instead (in case I gain motivation), I go around and have myself some real life friends, talk to some online friends (you know who you are), crochet and stuff.
I’m finding that driving force again. Fortunately or unfortunately, whichever you think is better, my driving force comes and goes like a train of thought. And whenever it happens, I make sure to write it down immediately. This happened for like a month while I was writing the next chapter of Masquerade. So far, so good.
Some of you may be angry with me for doing this and for being out for a long time. And for that I apologize. I hope you’ll stick around until I finish Masquerade and hopefully, I will write one-shots more than chaptered stories.
Anyways, I want to take this chance to announce that I only post my stories here or on LJ under the same username. I also allowed the following stories to be translated into another language: His Silent Resonance into Spanish by NemiWonka, Phobia Meets Mania to Indonesian by Nisha_gaem47 and Russian by weiliya and lastly, A Way to A Dancer’s Heart to Russian by Ficwriter_s_Advocate.
These are the only people I allowed and their username’s are the one they used in AFF. If, by any chance, you find someone translating and/or copying my stories without my persmission, please inform me immediately. Thank you so much for your cooperation.
Also, Masquerade will be updated sometime in April.
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