Poems lol
*NOTE*
I'm not depressed, just bored xDD
Watching from a distance
Seeing how you're begging on your knees
'Please don't hurt me'
'Please don't hurt me again'
I hear your voice crack
Your lips are all dried up
You're shaking
Your cheeks are wet from all the tears
All the tears
That has come to fall from your eyes
The eyes that once used to smile at me
Smile back at ME
That used to shine every time I looked into them
The eyes who has turned black and soulless now
I can't even recognize those eyes anymore
Where did I see them before?
The traces of our memories are slowly fading away in your eyes
I can see them disappearing
Slowly, but painfully
Why are you letting them go?
Why are you letting this go?
A lifeless body
On the ground
Bloody
Broken
Blood
On my hands
How did it get there?
What is this doing in my hand?
I feel the rain coming down at me
Washing away the traces
Of my mistakes.
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Free fall
I feel the wind around my body
The cold, free air
Is wrapping around my body
Telling me it's okay to cry
Okay to tremble
It's healing my wounds
The wounded heart
That has been thumping in a deadly way
Is slowly recovering itself
Tear drops flying in the wind
Clothes swishing around my body
Cheeks drying up
It's too late
I free fall to the ground
It's too late for regrets
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All those precious memories we've had
I'll keep them within myself
You're no longer here
All I have left of you
Are those memories
But I can still feel the warmth of your embrace
Calming me
In my weakest moments in time
We've promised eternal love
How am I the only one keeping the promise?
When I'm the one who's hurt?
All these precious memories we've shared
And the intimacy
I'll keep within myself
I'll let them drown within myself
Till they're no more.
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I remember you didn't use to believe in me
You would doubt me
And my abilities
You'd accuse me
Of something I'm not even guilty off
You would hate me
Hate my face
Hate my body
Hate my me
You'd use me for your better good
Seeing me as an tool
For your own success
The spotlight will shine on me
When the time is right
The spotlight will show
What you all tried to ignore
This is my time
My time to prove you wrong
My words
And my music
Will fill the crowded streets
And my blood will flow
Painting the whole world
In the color
Of betrayal and hate
Lalalalaala goes to sleep because me is tired xDD It's 5 AM
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