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Second chances take on a new meaning as Howie discovers that his new life is really just a game he is playing for someone else.

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Train

By MintyPetals Published
Tags  angst   oneshot   suicide   selfharm   exo   luhan   xiuhan 
Characters Luhan, Minseok
With 1 chapters, 46 votes, 115 subscribers, 54 comments, 3630 words
Status Completed

Luhan has grown up with the feeling of wind rushing through his hair as the trains roar by, and he's not sure when those memories warp into comforting adrenaline as he runs over the line he's so carefully stayed behind.

No One Saw Her Pain Except Him

By XOLovinExoWolvesXO Published
Tags  selfharm   exo   chen   exoxyou   youxchen 
With 242 words

Lee Sooyoung On the outside she was bright and cheerful. Everyone thought that her life was perfect.  But boy were they wrong. She is a selfharmer, she suffers from depression, and is bulimic. She wants to disappear, she thinks no one cares. Why live if there is nothing to live for?     Kim Jongdae aka Chen He is an absolute sweet heart, especially to the people he cares about.  He notices the little thing

Hyung, I'm Sorry

By XxxKireina_FuyukixxX Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   exo   luhan   sehun 
Characters Sehun
With 2 chapters, 22 votes, 157 subscribers, 1790 views, 14 comments, 2638 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Dερяεssε∂ gιяℓ ✝

By Boox3 Published
Tags  sad   selfharm   bap 
With 1 chapters, 250 words
Status [M]

Being Almighty

By onewjoo Published
Tags  angst   jongkey   key   selfharm   depression   eatingdisorder 
With 27 chapters, 25 votes, 190 subscribers, 63 comments, 24329 words
Status [M]

Shattered [RE-WRITING here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/892636/ ]

By anaseisukosora Published
Characters Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin
With 8 chapters, 8 votes, 303 subscribers, 5570 views, 17 comments, 6154 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Growing up in hatredness

By engpop Published
Tags  selfharm 
Characters exo,the queenka,felicia and her family
With 44 words

Hi~ im new here so pls dont hate me.

Hyung, Do You Want To Build A Snowman?

By seulpeoyo Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   hunhan   selu 
Characters Luhan / Sehun
With 6 votes, 8 comments, 72 words

Luhan failed to see his younger brother's cries of help.

I'm Not Who You Think I Am

By ofseulgispringles Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   chen   jongdae   suho   suchen 
Characters Jongdae/Chen | Joonmyeon/Suho
With 9 chapters, 20 votes, 35 comments, 10325 words

Kim Jongdae hates himself and refuses help from any one of his friends - including his best, most trustworthy friends. When the President of the Student Council, Joonmyeon takes an interest in Jongdae's health, what happens? Jongdae could finally accept it and get better, or he can push him away like he does with everyone.  This amazing poster was made by 

Diary of a Dreamer

By hyukkieahra Published
Tags  suicide   selfharm   depression 
With 4 chapters, 1030 words
Status [M], Friends Only, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Scars Can Heal In Time. (Hidden Scars Sequel)

By WangXianSupremacy Published
Characters Kris, Chanyeol, Lay, Beakhyun, Feat. Tao, Kai, and Kyungsoo
With 19 chapters, 12 votes, 167 subscribers, 5320 views, 36 comments, 19273 words
Status [M]

Love Me

By CloudieSky27 Published
Tags  2min   angst   minho   romance   taemin   selfharm 
Characters Minho and Taemin (minor: Jinki, Jonghyun, Kibum, Jongin)
With 1 chapters, 23 votes, 84 subscribers, 3040 views, 28 comments, 4487 words
Status Completed

He knew Minho would never love him the same way he loved her, but he could only hope. 

My Only Friend

By DeadRose Published
Tags  2min   bullying   jongkey   minkey   onew   selfharm   obsession 
With 9 chapters, 21 votes, 302 subscribers, 8560 views, 52 comments, 16246 words
Status [M]

Not All Fairy Tales End Happily

By KpopAndAnime Published
Tags  angst   kibum   you   selfharm 
Characters Key and You
With 1 votes, 1 comments, 57 words

Kibum and I had just gotten into a fight, and it slipped. I didn't mean to say it, I never wanted him to know. Now I know he hates me; I know he does. 

Real Tears Behind Fake Smiles

By Pompomama Published
Tags  angst   b1a4   gongchan   selfharm   jinchan 
Characters Gongchan Jinyoung CNU Sandeul Baro B1A4 Jinchan Badeul
With 9 chapters, 19 votes, 5020 views, 64 comments, 21659 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

The Balloon

By brivi0800 Published
Tags  bully   cap   suicide   teentop   tragedy   selfharm   minsoo 
Characters Park Sun-Hee (OC) & C.A.P. (Minsoo)
With 3 chapters, 7 votes, 5 comments, 18257 words
Status [M], Completed

For the First

By Bloody_Vampire_JL7 Published
Tags  angst   random   selfharm   originalcharacter 
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 1007 words
Status Completed

For the first, I'll try something different. 

Delete My Existence

By Metis1 Published
Tags  angst   fluff   suicide   selfharm   exo   kaisoo   taohun 
Characters Tao, Sehun, Exo
With 2 chapters, 6 votes, 37 subscribers, 990 views, 8 comments, 1472 words
Status [M]

Lightning

By luneboy Published
Tags  angst   kangin   leeteuk   selfharm   kangteuk 
Characters Leeteuk, Kangin
With 1 chapters, 4 votes, 11 subscribers, 3 comments, 2659 words
Status Completed

Kangin comes back and Leeteuk is so scared about his enlistment he can't function. “I don’t want to leave.” Leeteuk suddenly feels gross, nervous to the very bottom of his stomach. He knows he shouldn’t have done this, shouldn’t h

Huang ZiTao's Blog

By DragonTopsThePanda Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   tao   pov   taoris 
Characters ZiTao and More Will Appear
With 10 chapters, 89 votes, 1194 subscribers, 12130 views, 157 comments, 4324 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

Hello. My name is Huang ZiTao. I'm in high school. I have depression. I selfharm. And these are my blogs about my life.

My True Self

By baekamazingness Published
Tags  angst   fluff   selfharm   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol   chanbaek 
Characters baekhyun, chanyeol, kris, jongin, maybe other exo members
With 22 chapters, 25 votes, 295 subscribers, 10470 views, 81 comments, 32774 words

Chanyeol suffers from depression. And not just slight depression. He would find joy in self-harm and feel pleasure at the pain. As a child he was bullied in every way possible and by seemingly everyone. Even now, he is bullied by his mother, who saw him as a disrespect to the family, and Kris, his perfect older brother that he is always compared to. His father, the only person who truly loves him, was forever away at work. His friends knew him as the 'Happy Virus' but that was just t

My Hero (Kaisoo)

By MoonlightSin Published
Characters Kaisoo Kyungsoo Kai Lay Chanyeol Suho Baekhyun Jessica
With 2 chapters, 6 votes, 85 subscribers, 27 comments, 12977 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only

To the beautiful boy

By Duu-chan Published
Tags  angst   fluff   jongkey   selfharm 
Characters Jonghyun Key
With 4 chapters, 4 votes, 10 comments, 4632 words
Status [M]

Neglection

By CrownClownCole Published
Characters Ray | Rome | Kang Jun | Siwoo | T.K | Maru
With 19 chapters, 7 votes, 93 subscribers, 2530 views, 20 comments, 8940 words
Status Subscribers Only

Pohang, South Korea: Kim Hyun Il (Ray), the son of a very famous and improtant family seems to be invisible to everyone. He has an older brother whom everyone admires. His family isn't around at all and he spends most of his time in his room, school and at a dance studio. Ray just seems to be like a mistake to his parents. When he can't handle it anymore he loses to the dark thoughts tha

Life Letters

By mwe256 Published
Tags  selfharm   jimin   eatingdisorder   jungkook   jikook 
Characters jimin, jungkook
With 4 chapters, 2 votes, 5 comments, 2549 words

Jimin is too afraid to tell his story to his love, so he has written it in letters hoping to avoid seeing the love Jungkook has felt for him disappear. These are his life letters

Bleak

By Metis1 Published
Tags  suicide   selfharm   exo   kris   suho   krisho   sukris 
Characters Suho, Kris, exo
With 7 chapters, 35 votes, 166 subscribers, 14620 views, 41 comments, 4921 words
Status [M], Completed

SHATTERED

By DeadRose Published
Tags  2min   angst   drama   jongkey   sad   selfharm   kidnapping 
Characters Taemin, Minho, Onew, Jonghyun, Key, other Kpop idols
With 14 chapters, 19 votes, 564 subscribers, 11400 views, 62 comments, 28311 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Broken

By BabyKyuhunnie Published
Tags  suicide   selfharm   vixx   taekwoon   neo 
With 1 chapters, 8 votes, 5 comments, 1112 words
Status [M], Completed

Behind A Broken Smile

By Exotic_Baby13 Published
Tags  abuse   selfharm   exo   kai   kyungsoo 
Characters JongIn and Kyungsoo
With 10 chapters, 113 votes, 1012 subscribers, 22900 views, 186 comments, 10922 words
Status [M]

Day – n.

By ZMFLTDNVKS_ Published
Tags  angst   you   selfharm   originalcharacter   exo   kai   luhan 
Characters Kim Jongin, Daemi (OC), Luhan.
With 2 chapters, 4 comments, 3237 words
Status Completed

They said I am the bad person. I let them to think that way. I let you win. Thank you.

You Are My End

By Metis1 Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol   chanbaek 
Characters Baekhyun, Chanyeol, exo
With 7 chapters, 36 votes, 251 subscribers, 7940 views, 76 comments, 11072 words
Status [M]

If I Lose Myself

By immskx Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   himchan   jongup   bap   himup 
With 2 chapters, 6 votes, 24 subscribers, 1680 views, 6 comments, 2244 words
Status Completed

    This is a bit shorter than everything else that I have written. Just a short piece that wrote dedicated to my OTP. HimUp! <3 I just really love them. hehe. So here it is! I hope you guys enjoy it.  /*\ WARNIN

Don't you dare to do that ever again!

By Mimeyssi91 Published
Tags  ryeowook   yesung   selfharm   yewook 
Characters Yesung, Ryeowook and some of the other Super Junior members
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 890 views, 3 comments, 5379 words
Status [M]

The Parting Glass

By jackblackjack Published
Characters You (Kang Sora), T.O.P, BIGBANG, GDRAGON, Taeyang, Daesung, Seungri
With 10 chapters, 1 votes, 156 subscribers, 2440 views, 9 comments, 9452 words
Status Completed, Subscribers Only

                                                                 A story about a girl who is struggling with the life that she is living in. The p

Ana's Boy

By Vanill4candy Published
Tags  abuse   angst   anorexia   selfharm   baekyeol   xiuchen   chenmin 
Characters Minseok, Jongdae, Other EXO members
With 2 chapters, 21 votes, 421 subscribers, 3930 views, 44 comments, 2236 words
Status [M], Subscribers Only

Circus, circle, cycle

By IamHisConKYUbine Published
Tags  angst   eunhae   jaejoong   psychological   yunjae   selfharm   yunhae 
Characters Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Lee Donghae and Lee Hyukjae
With 2 chapters, 4 votes, 36 subscribers, 2150 views, 6 comments, 4166 words

Donghae and Yunho have been married for 10 years; they've lived a happy life. Nothing was complicated, nothing was difficult. Their life was full of happliness, everyday was a bliss, soft kisses and goodnight hugs. They had lived this way for the past years and it was the perfect life, for the both of them. However, one day the couple decided to adopt a kid and that's when their perfect life changed forever.   ___   I have a lot of on-going stories, but I

Breaking Boy Beyond Repair

By TaeminStar Published
Tags  2min   abuse   jongkey   selfharm 
Characters Taemin Minho Jonghyun Key Onew Jongin Kai
With 3 chapters, 1 votes, 37 subscribers, 630 views, 4 comments, 2704 words
Status [M]

Off, I'm Fine

By squishysoo_x Published
Tags  angst   boyxboy   anorexia   selfharm   originalcharacter   exo 
Characters Main: OC and EXO
With 2 chapters, 4 votes, 21 subscribers, 380 views, 7 comments, 1143 words
Status [M]

TAKING IN THE PAIN

By Keylovesme Published
Tags  abuse   angst   sad   selfharm   baekyeol   dokyungsoo 
Characters Chanyeol, Baekhyun
With 32 chapters, 38 votes, 206 comments, 31921 words
Status [M]

Breathe Me {abandoned}

By herdustisverypretty Published
Tags  2min   jongkey   shinee   anorexia   selfharm   depression   triggerwarning 
Characters key, jonghyun, taemin, minho, onew
With 26 chapters, 19 votes, 210 subscribers, 9160 views, 57 comments, 31826 words
Status [M], Completed

You're Worth Everything

By leecrannie Published
Tags  angst   fluff      selfharm   exo   baekyeol   chanbaek 
Characters Chanyeol, Baekhyun, the rest of EXO, OCs
With 16 chapters, 209 votes, 1654 subscribers, 49900 views, 635 comments, 66952 words
Status [M]

Death May Just Be A Beautiful Thing After All

By Okaimi Published
Tags  angst   romance   selfharm   baekyeol   chanbaek 
Characters Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 550 views, 2 comments, 1253 words

"The more I do this, the more relieve I get."

Hurting his brother

By Vanill4candy Published
Characters Baekhyun, Chanyeol, other EXO members
With 6 chapters, 41 votes, 1137 subscribers, 11110 views, 139 comments, 7252 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Deadly Desires - The Reincarnation Series Part 2

By TheEpicChoco Published
Tags  supernatural   vampire   selfharm   exo   exom   taoris 
Characters Tao Kris Xiumin Luhan Chen Lay
With 6 chapters, 7 votes, 116 subscribers, 2180 views, 5 comments, 10975 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

I'm Sorry For My Existence

By haehyukismyotp Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   boyfriend 
Characters Jo Kwangmin Jo Youngmin Minwoo Hyunseong Jeongmin Donghyun
With 5 chapters, 4 votes, 20 comments, 4654 words

Depression and anorexia can destroy a human being in a matter of years, months, sometimes even weeks. When the pressure of being "perfect" in everyones eyes becomes too much to handle the only sollution is suicide. Jo Kwangmin learned this through first hand experience.  

Black Beauty

By SebiChan Published
Characters Baekhyun, Kai
With 2 chapters, 3 votes, 3 comments, 3538 words
Status [M]

My brother is my lover

By Vanill4candy Published
Characters Sehun, Luhan, Baekhyun, Chanyeol, other Exo members
With 4 chapters, 60 votes, 688 subscribers, 14160 views, 110 comments, 4051 words
Status [M]

Suicide Silence

By squishysoo_x Published
Tags  suicide   ukiss   selfharm   vinseop   slightangst   brokendongseop 
Characters Woo Kevin, Lee Kiseop, Shin Dongho
With 2 chapters, 250 views, 2 comments, 610 words
Status [M], Completed