its a weird way of feeling: the curl of your stomach, the hollow emptiness scraping your insides. feeling replaced and unimportant. and i know i am important to family and friends, but theres a different feeling when your best friend ditches you for a boy or feeling underappreciated, unlovable. overreacting, i feel like im overreacting and so i shut my feelings inside. i push a smile onto my face and pretend it

shades of crimson blend with dashes of blues and yellows.   flowers.   kyungsoo liked flowers.   or at least thats what she said.   ((she loved them))   she loved the way they wove themselves in intricate patterns around themselves.   a whole look.   she loved the colors blending into one