well my name is kang seo ah

i was ss501 coreographer and dancer

i lived with them in a house

and let me tell u my story as a triples because i was theur triples before i started to work with them .ss501 like other fans helped me .i was depressed ...and i wanted to finish my life so many times ...that night that i wanted to swim in the ocean even i knew that i would go to the bottom ...it was GOD who send me those angels and my triples sisters ....after i was their triples i started working with them ..but my anger and my bad personality showed up i used to slam the doors,more than jm .i used to be really bad ...i used to be angry for what happend to me ..i used to hate women ,for what she did to me ...but when i used ,to have neightmares ,kyu was coming to take in his arms ...and sing to me ...and let me cry ...i was their drinking ,buddy their friend and evrything was cool until ...

              I got drunk ...

HEY noona lets have a game

ok junnie lets .ill ask u guys some questions .

kyu .

yes noona .

who was my ub band ?

super junior ?

no

wrong answer one shot .

ill show you my ub band ..u cant laugh

since we are in my house ill show u ..

so i let in

my secret room

in here used to be ur posters ...in here iur cds

yes even romeo ...

hyun joong close ur mouth

omo u are a triples /

i was

now kaja .

yah seo yah who was ur bias ???????????

not u of course ...jm

lets go .jm lert me go ...

OF course it was him ...i decided to let them lose

but when it comes to me

noona

yes saengie

who do u love more among us ?

what u talking about ?///

i love all of u ...

yah seo yah u cant resist my charms ...

i get the buttle of suju and drink it all

yah ss501 do u know the pain of being a triples ??????????

i am not perfect ...i do mistakes ...and i  dont love u guys ...i actually hate u ...

u messed up my life ....and the antis are against me ...

i only took this job to pay the bills ...

cheers .

u should stop soh ah

i dont want to...

this is me ...

so then kyu sits me down and tells to calm down ...

no kyu ...

so i take another bottle of soju ...

ok i love gaemal

but i love all of u as well

so i go and kiss the heck out of jm and hyun

i kiss jun on the neck

near his neck

and i just hug saengie

i go cry in the room ...

but like usual kyu comes ..and hugs me .

but i "Don't" want to do this anymore kyu ..i am bad for you ..and the boyyss.

let me go ...

next morning i get a huge hungover !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey thats it you guys ...u might want to ask ..

yes i had problems with depression and etc ...

next chapter will be lil bit sad and happy as well.