Bittersweet
ClashWheein was running in the middle of the streets at 3 am and she got lucky the city was asleep.
Hyejin caught up and held her from behind while speaking softly:
__ Wheein-ah, please slow down. I am so so so sorry! Let's talk for a bit.
__ Just leave me alone!__ The cute and beautiful girl shouted and tried to break contact but the brunette kept hugging her.
__ I will after you listen to me.
__ Why should I?
__ I think it's important to you too since you are crying...
The sophisticated Bob hair girl sighed and gulped, trying to control her tears. After a couple of minutes, her voice sounded calmer:
__ Alright. But don't touch me.
Hyejin let the shorter one go and they walked towards a bench, where they sat side by side.
As the younger one kept silent and hesitating, Wheein scolded her:
__ Hey, don't waste my time! Say what you gotta say, Hyejin-ah!
The sensual brunette exhaled and spoke:
__ Alright. First of all, I meant it when I said I'm sorry. Even though I have no right to ask for your forgiveness, It's obvious that I must not only apologize but also beg for your mercy.
__ And why exactly are you asking for forgiveness? __ The older one asked.
Hyejin swallowed her saliva and responded:
__ I was an with you back then in so many ways that is difficult to decide how to start. However, I am gonna try. It's not that I have any excuse for my actions but I did a lot of because of hormones, immaturity... and some help from my mother. She manipulated me saying you wanted to steal my boyfriend and...ah, this is a long story. Anyway, I am sorry I doubted your loyalty as my friend...
Wheein wiped her face with the back of her hand and just mumbled:
__Hmmm...kay...
Hyejin understood the other girl's lack of trust and tried to continue:
__ That night...the last time we got together....it was my first and only time with a girl. I also didnt have much experience with a guy, even though I believed that piece of was the best lover in the world and that he loved me. I didnt ignore you and left the following day to make you feel bad. I am deeply sorry, Wheein-ah! I had no idea you were a . Apart from that, I was so confused. It was hard for me to deal with the fact I had with the only person I had ever loved more than any member of my family. You were my best friend for ing 8 years and we went through a lot of . And you know how my mother raised me as a catholic and that made me be paranoiac with the idea of sin and being a lesbian was a big sin in my family. I was afraid. The reason why you didnt find me in bed the next day was this. I was panicking about the possibility of being a lesbian. It may sound shallow to you, but that is how I was feeling...
__ I can understand a teenager being confused regarding uality; You acting like an , not so much.
__ You are not wrong, Wheein-ah. I know there is nothing I can do to make up for my horrible behavior but please....forgive me. Please, Wheein-ah....__ Hyejin got on her knees at the other girl's feet.
The cute girl froze in shock for a while and stood up, trying to pull her former best friend from the floor.
__ Stop, Hyejin-ah!
__ Tell me you forgive me.
__ Don't be silly, Hyejin. Just stand up.
__ When you say you forgive me.
When took a deep breath and pulled the y brunette's arm, forcing her to get on her feet and replied with a tired expression:
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