April 13, 20xx

I'm starting to lose the ability to see colors. The doctor said that not being able to see colors is part of having the star-tear disease. But is it really supposed to be this fast? I mean, I know I'm prone to having this because I can only love from afar but, is it really that fast?

Anyway, today she gave me an iced coffee and a hug. I was really happy but now I'm suffering by crying stars. But all I can think of is, everything is worth it if it's her.