Hey J,

I wasn't really hoping for anything. I tried looking for other things that will preoccupy my brain. I tried running from what I felt for you. I did. I met other people but it is you that I want. It's hard. I don't understand why would I feel this way for someone. I tried going out with my friends. It is always you. I want to write songs about you type of smitten. Crazy huh? I met Sohee. She was cute. Most probably if I'll go for her, things won't be complicated just like what you always tell me. I don't have any chance to have you anyway. That I always thought of. So why not try it with other people? Have I moved on from my ex? Yes, definitely. My cousin told me I can't force anyone to love me back. Yes, I admitted to myself. I already love you. I have already fallen for your charms despite all the complications you have. I knew you have a kid and it doesn't matter. I am willing to love both of you. That's how much I love you. This should be about the people I met but you see I ended up talking about my feelings for you. Stupid huh?

Yours always and forever,

A