One day something reminded me of  when i was a middle schooler and having that first love. All I wanted was that person to love me back. But intially it made me love sick and confused. Everyday i kept asking God for help and always asking God what was wrong withme every single time. At that moment i knew that i had to change. i didnt want that one sided love to interfere with my eduction so eveyday i tried to move on and not think of him. 10 years later i soon found myself succusesful in life and having the best time of my life with no boys or love.