Episode Nine - The feelings I have for Him

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From my second day of school to my beautiful friday , it went the same as my first day . Before going to school it's either Kyuri or Hyun Unnie will wake up early as me to help me do my breakfast , sometimes they remind me of my mum , whom will wake up early to make a breakfast for me . And in school Jin Guk will try to talk to me but he was ignored by me , and the three girls , Hyemi , Suzy and Nayoung , for these few days they would stare at me without fail . Sometimes I feel like confronting them what's the matter but it will be big issue though , therefore i would looked away after knowing that they were staring at me . And on that Friday , after school , I went to a nearby library to do some work all by myself and in the dorm there wasn't anyone . The unnies are away for some training . I would rather be outside than staying at the dorm alone .

Sitting at the corner of the huge library , I did my homework , the place was like a pin drop , but suddenly it shocked me when Jin Guk and his two other mates were sitting beside me !

" annyeong ! " he said so loud and the students at the library looked at him I quickly shushed him , " oh sorry ." he apologized softly .

Then Jason and Ji Hoon asked me what I'm up to but I shyly showed my homework . My mouth don't seem wants to speak to them , heart really flutters . It's as if I can't control it to slow down .

" hey " Jin Guk suddenly took my book away , I tried to take it back but he was too tall that I unable to reach it . Jason and Ji Hoon could only look at us .

" he I waiting for you to talk to him , " Ji Hoon stood up and told me before leaving with Jason to the other side of the library .

" what do you want from me ?" I finally asked him .

" hey you talk to me at last !" he exclaimed to me softly and laughed .

" what do you want ?" I asked him again and showed to him that I am actually frustrated at his act of taking my book .

He playfully gave me back my book ," I want to be friends with you , may I ?" he asked me like a gentle would .

I paused and think . ' but my heart will flutters seeing him . But he could help me in many ways . ' as I thought and think before answering by asking him a question that I'm unable to answer , " then could you help me with this questions ?"

" does it means yes ?" he asked with a delightful eyes .

I ignored his question and point to the question , he quickly took my pen and exclaimed . For the whole afternoon my heart flutters , looking at him teaching me hangul . He also explained to me some Maths questions that I can't answer .

In the mid of learning , my phone vibrated . It was Hyun Unnie . I quickly packed my bag , he too helped me with my bag as I answered my phone .

" hello ?" I picked the call up .

" dongseng where are you ?" she asked and I quietly answered her my whereabouts as I exited the library with the three boys .

" oh , okays I'm finishing training earlier than the two girls , will you be able to be back at 7 or 8 ? " she asked .

" arrasso ! " I answered cheerfully knowing that he will be back early but at the same time my stomach was growling . That even the boys could hear . As soon I hung up the call I looked at floor , embarrassed by the sound of my stomach .

" why don't we eat some late lunch together ?" Jason asked with a smile .

" since this young lady here is basically hungry ," Ji Hoon continued .

" she should have rushed here just now without knowing her own stomach " Jin Guk playfully agreed and I glared at him .

I agreed with them and they brought me to a cafe . I almost playfully quarreled with Jin Guk , when he wanted to pay for my meals . In the end I lost to him . Like any other people the boys asked me how i survived and more . Time passed fast when we knew that Jason and Ji Hoon must be home before 7 and it was already past six . I also told them I need to go . I put on my earphones and find my way to the bus stop which ables me to go back to the dorm on time . The boys then talking among myself after I left . They seems to be very close , they have a brotherly relationship . Seeing them makes me missed my friends in Singapore too . Not only that , I actually felt a little bit sad didn't able to talk to Jin Guk that much too . I sighed and actually lost in a way . I then didn't gave up and try to look for my way . Looking around finding my way helplessly , I taped on the shoulders . Unexpectedly it was Jin Guk .

" where's your house ? " he asked .

" around the Korean class area where I met you near the bakery ," I told him .

" oh there , I take you there ," he brought me to a bus stop .

" so your staying around that area huh ?" he asked as we sat together on the bus .

M : yeah . How about you aren't your parents worried about your whereabouts ?

JG : they are back late . How about you ?

M : my Unnie will call me and ask .

JG : ohs . So your staying with your Unnie ?

M : that I can't answer sorry .

JG : why ?

And I just ignore him like before .

JG : ah never mind . Why were you so quiet on the first day ?

M : I'm not use to the environment .

JG : oh , find me when your lonely .

He made me my heart flutters when he says that . And laughing while looking at me .

I innocently asked ," wae ?"

" your cheeks are red ", he said as he laughed .

" oh its time to alight " I quickly changed the topic and alighted . He followed me behind .

As I alighted I told him that I can go by myself but insisted to walk with me .

We walked together and many workers have just ended their work and having dinner at the cafes around the Cheongdam dong area . He offered me a coffee but I rejected his offer . Since the time shows five minutes to seven .

At the lobby of my dorm's building , " I can go up by myself " I was trying to ask him to go off first . But stubbornly he wants to send me till the door step .

" if not I will just wait here and see you take the lift ," he pushed me to the lift and I pushed the 10th button , which is where my dorm is . He waved at me brightly as the doors closed .

' HAMIZAH wake up ! You talked to him ! He made your heart flutters ! He just sent you in to the lift ! What worst he showed you the way home personally ! ' I thought as I walked to the dorm and press the pin code number of my dorm . My heart stills flutters but it immediately stop fluttering when I opened the door and see the dorm in a mess . With magazine all over , its untidy ! I sighed seeing it . It can be seen that they are in a rush and Hyun Unnie isn't back yet .

Oh Unnie ! I screamed in my heart . I quickly washed myself up and clean the mess up , from the room to the clothes room then to the kitchen and to the living room ! Clothes everywhere , food wrappers too ! It took me an hour to clean the whole dorm ! Thinking back , while picking up the clothes on the floor , I didn't think about Jin Guk when I'm cleaning and knowing that I only can treat him as a friend only .

Sighed and threw my body to my bed , and felt asleep after the cleaning . 

Few minutes later o heard the door open , I woke up and walked to the living room . It was Hyun Unnie .

" mianhae , traffic congestion just now and did you clean the dorm ?" she looked around and saw that there wasn't anything lying around . I nodded and smiled eventhough I'm tired .

" brr brr brr ," I shivered as she thanked me with a smile from ear to ear .

" oh yes it's going to be winter soon and I forgotten to buy you thick clothes ," she said and she giggled as she heard my tummy growling . " hungry ?" she asked and I looked to her with pity eyes .

We then changed our clothes . I put on my blue long sleeve hoodie its till my knee length , I can say it looks like mini dress . I also wore black skinny jeans . Waited for Hyun Unnie at the living room it felt that I on the air condition but didn't . I rubbed myself to warm my palms .

" here hot pack and a coat " Hyun Unnie passed me a long white coat as we were on our way out .  "oh unnie gomawo ! its very cold huh ? " i asked

" it can get pretty cold later at night " she smiled as we took a taxi to Myungdong area . It was crowded with teens like me . Hyun Unnie took my hands and let me try different outfit from every different shops we passed by . It was tiring but at the same time fun . I bought few coats , sneakers and cardigans and for Hyun Unnie she bought too many stuffs that i cant ellaborate . Before going back to our dorm we bought some dinner for Kyuri and Jieun Unnie . We helped them to unpack the food and waited for them to be back but while waiting i felt asleep halfway and unable to greet them goodnight .

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