everyone cheering. applauce and smile. 

 

 

 

they enjoy the performance of the drama. 

 

 

 

and someone is as happy as everyone in here.  

 

 

 

 

"Unnie!!!" 

 

 

 

 

"Uhh my dongsaeng. you did very well."

 

 

 

 

"am i? haha gomawo unnie" 

 

 

 

 

"There's Taeng and the others outside. let's meet them" 

 

 

 

 

Jessica hold her sister hand and walk out hand in hand. 

 

 

 

 

the other has seen the performance and as Krystal get out, they start to tease the young girl. 

 

 

 

 

they have a good time together and Jessica finally feel how to live normal like other people. 

 

 

 

 

she have been discharge 4 days ago. 

 

 

 

 

and she still need to take a rest. 

 

 

 

 

"Come on Sica! come with us"

 

 

 

 

 

"Not today guys. i need to go home. go with Soojung instead of me"

 

 

 

 

 

"Alright. come Soojung" 

 

 

 

 

 

Jessica POV 

 

 

 

 

as i get inside my car i take a breath. 

 

 

 

 

this is my first time driving and my mom said maybe this is my chance to get know normal people life. 

 

 

 

 

"Okay okay. umm what should i do? ahh right start the engine. okay umm what next?" 

 

 

 

 

"Umm umm drive?" 

 

 

 

 

as i push the pedal the car move. 

 

 

 

 

"Woahh. this is how it feel" 

 

 

 

 

i smile and start driving like normal people do. 

 

 

 

 

 

so this is what normal people do. driving. smiling. 

 

 

 

 

breath. fresh air. i can feel it. 

 

 

 

 

thank You Yoong. 

 

 

 

 

 

thank you. because of you, i know how it feel. if you with me right now, maybe you can feel it too. 

 

 

 

 

i miss you Yoong. 

 

 

 

 

 

~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

 

 

"i don't know what should i do okay? i-i-i'm confused that's all"

 

 

 

 

 

"You don't have to worry about it"

 

 

 

 

 

"I have send her mail mom. i told her i'm death. what should i do with that? show myself in her house?"

 

 

 

 

 

the old woman sigh. she knew exactly what her son thinking. 

 

 

 

 

 

"Show it slowly. first. you work with your dad. but we will keep you hiding. don't tell anyone you're awake" 

 

 

 

 

 

"H-h-how mom? s-s-she thought i'm death!" 

 

 

 

 

"Shttt you'rr gonna be alright"

 

 

 

 

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

 

 

 

i stare blankly at the river. 

 

 

 

 

i came here to Han river. our memories together. 

 

 

 

 

you make me laugh smile and hope. 

 

 

 

 

you gave me hope. 

 

 

 

 

Yoong. without you what can i do in my life? 

 

 

 

 

what can i do? 

 

 

 

 

you want me happy? but i couldn't find it. 

 

 

 

 

the happy memories i have it's all with you. and you were there for me everytime. 

 

 

 

 

 

"i just hope if you here with me maybe i could find my happy place" 

 

 

 

 

i'm sorry guys! i could only update this long. but i try more longer in the next chapter. bye!