He pulled me. He was crying. He hugged me so tight I can’t breathe properly. He was in a panic. He kept my hair while crying, whispering “Why?” repeatedly. I am now back to the safe ground of the ship; away from the end and the railings. He saved me. No, he ruined my plan. I don’t even know him, but he’s acting like he knows me. He held my face in his hand and make me look at him. Is he an angel sent by God? Is this some freebie when you ride a luxury ship?

“Haneul, please don’t.”His face was a mess. He kept sniffing. How did he know my name?

I pushed him away from me. “Why did you save me? Why do you have to ruin my plan? Who are you to tell me what to do?!”I fumed in anger and ran again to the place where I was about to jump. “Don’t come near me. Don’t try to stop me again!” He didn’t listen to me and hugged me again. “Please give your life a chance again.”

“I hate my life! Please let me end my life!”

“I’m here. Don’t worry.” And that’s it. God really gave him to me.

“Give me 3 days to show you why you should still stay and live. If I fail..” he looked down and sighed, “You can do whatever you want to do if I failed.” I stared at him. “I’m sorry Haneul, I know you’re weirded why I’m here.” He wiped his tears and straightens his clothes and smiled. I raised