The four times Jeno comes to a realization and the one time he fits all the pieces together.   

Renjun doesn't know what he hates more, Donghyuck or the concept of having Donghyuck's name permanently tattooed on his skin. Or in other words, In a world where once one turn twenty one, the name of their soulmate's appear on their left wrist and the name of their nemesis' on their right. Renjun isn't prepared to find the same name on both sides.

When he looked at the photo again, Renjun couldn’t help but let out a bitter smile. He wasn’t there, was never there in the first place. That made him feel lonely.