Dear all,

It’s been a few months since I updated any story of mine. I sincerely apologize for that. But I am not just here for a mere apology and then to go in my merry way for another update. No, it’s not. And I believe this is where I tell you that it’s time.

Recently I encountered with so many situations in my life which made me see the life with a deeper meaning. The way I see things now is so different and I am indeed a different person. When life is a constant struggle you just forget about trivial matters and that is what happened to me.

I fell out of EXO when Lu Han left EXO but I still continued listening to their songs, cheering them at every MAMA. But now I hardly care about their comebacks.

And now that is the case with Lu Han too.

I chased him continuously to the point I knew what he would do for the day but now I hardly knows anything. I don’t even know what his hair looks like nowadays. It doesn’t matter to me anymore.

When your existence complicates the matter with life in a much strangled way, you begin to realize all these things you were chasing around are useless and meaningless. I don’t imply that Music is useless because no, it is the universal therapy day to day stress. I still enjoy listening to EXO albums and Lu Han’s albums but that is just for entertainment. But this is beyond that, what I am facing and trying to cope with. And now it does not motivate me towards writing HunHan.

I no longer