He’s kind – absolutely cute – utterly attractive – smart – intelligent – perfect, well, to me that is. He was everything that makes me smile before. Despite of all these, he’s the reason for these smiles to fade.

It wasn’t his fault.

It’s me, it’s all because of me.

I shouldn’t have got my hopes to high. I should’ve expected things to end soon.

If someday, he will ever read this, I would like to tell him, how much I like him how much I liked him. I still awe him these smiles and I want to thank him but my crestfallen heart can’t take any of this right now.

If you won’t, at least, I hope you know what I feel.

This is the end of my letter, for him to read in heaven.