Nothing about it makes sense.

You're pathetic, he thinks to himself, huddled under the covers and trying to resist the alluring pull of sleep. He knows what awaits him behind closed eyelids, and as tempting as laying down and closing his eyes sounds, GD knows that it will only end badly.

It's been the same dream keeping him up for nights now, and he can feel his body wearing down from extreme exhaustion.

But he's more willing to suffer than to admit that having Seunghyun home, sleeping here with him, might solve his problems.

He doesn't want to examine that too closely.

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