I know it seems to be too wordy. But it's not going to take too long too read. I spent 2 hrs to type this out bcos I don't know how should I put it but I really need to let it out...

It's a long story and I dont know where to start. I'm pretty confused and having an internal conflict of my own. Let's just say I've no experience in relationship and stuffs. That's why I'm writing this post. 

I've known this friend for 5 years now. We graduated from the same high school three year's ago and are going to different college now. We still contact each other often. 

He's a really good friend, a really really nice guy. So nice that I'm confused. 

We're in the same neighbourhood so I sometimes call him out for a meal or just to have a chat. He'll always send me to my door step whether it was afternoon or late in the night when we were done. He has other female friends, probably treats them the same too. This I don't know because he's a nice person, maybe that's how he is.

I'm currently interning in a company, 1 more month before returning to school. During the past 2 months, there were 3 times he texted and said he's just around the area during my lunchtime and met me for lunch. My office isn't anywhere near our place. He had some documents to settle for his internship that's why he was out. As usual, he sent me back to my office afterwards. He always find chances to meet up with friends, probably just that.

And then he really confused me with this one: Few weeks ago, he called me after I kicked off from work and said he was going to cook for his sibilings asking if I had dinner at home, he was going to include my portion and I said my parents told me to get my own dinner that day. I did not understand what he meant until I reached his place to pass him something. He invited me in and went into the kitchen. He actually waited for me to reach before he start cooking. My office is an hour away from home. It was pretty late when we had dinner. His parents were away for holiday so it was the 2 of us plus his 2 brothers. 

I offered to wash the dishes but he said he'll do that later and we went to the living room to have a drink and chatted. It's funny how everytime we had a conversation, it wolud be more than an hour. The longest we had was almost 3hrs (some serious matter I need help with). He then sent me home. That was the first time I went to his place bcos we always meet outside. 

We often have good morning and goonight texts bcos our Whatsapp conversation usually goes on and on. Of course there were days we have no contact at all but it did not last too long before the conversation starts again. My point here is, the good morning and goognight text, do they mean something? Or it's just to pause and continue the conversation?

I'm really confused about everything. I think I have feelings for him but at a second thought maybe it's bcos he's done so much for me. What is his feelings towards me? Just a friend? He does have a special someone but I don't know who. He's a really nice person and keep his feelings well that's why I'm lost. Maybe that's just how he is, caring and helping a friend...