Damn it's fun. It's made after a manhwa and...dayumn Ma Ke puts Robert Pattinson to shame. The storyline is a bit cheesy but it also made me question... 

Was I hurt in my past life , that's why I am individualistic even in love? Maybe. 

Would I want the eternal life? Yes, if it would mean that I will be no longer sick, although it might not restore my hearing. Taste buds? What are these? The food I eat doesn't have any pleasant taste to me. I have been depressed for over a decade, yes, the smiling depression, and I don't really feel tastes, they have to be spiced or flavored for me to. 

Just that I've spent my life being sick and studying. Sometimes I really feel like a mummy. Not a mom. A mummy. 

I forgot when it was the last time when I felt really good. 

And I don't really have people I want to see daily so it's fine. 

If anything I would like to enhance my ability to foresee in dreams. So I can make it more specific. 

I even work in a lab. but I haven't met such creature. Because everything but my desires is fiction.