I feel like crying so much.
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I honestly think people don't like me. I don't know... I know being myself and people who accepts me is good but... I always have that reccurring feeling that people have a problem with me as a whole, like they hate how I am. I'm not one to rant much about my personal life but it's crap. That's why I"m here, to escape it. But what can I do when my parents are putting me down making me feel like crap and my friends aren't even replying to my texts or when I feel so out casted.
In all honesty, I like it when a person tells me straight up about what's wrong with me. I'd rather have it that way instead of people stabbing me behind that plastic smile they have. If they don't want me there they should just tell me. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I've had enough of that crap in high school. I don't need it anymore in college. It's supposed to be a new beginning for me, not some place where old wounds would open.
Though I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me. Am I that unlikable? I don't know. I'm starting not to care. I just don't want to be the person that no one wants to hang out with. Sure I've got other friends but... I end being their backup plan when they don't have any plans...
I sound so... pitiful don't I? Maybe that's why people just want to stay with me. I'm pitiful to them. Either way I just wish someone would tell me what's wrong with me... I hate this feeling so much.
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