- Sometimes , don't you want your relationship to be all perfect ? Well i do too . I know how you all feel out there. Im sad that before I go to surgery , i can't talk to my boyfriend . He doesn't want to talk to me. Or i just think that . Before my life ends , all i wanna say is ; Boyfriend you've been a really great guy to me , You've help me with things & i really appreciate it . We have our ups and down but i still love you & i hope you do to