Even If I Tried, Even When I Did My Best, It Was Never Enough. He Always Wanted More. In kindergarten, being the favorite kid wasn’t enough. In middle school, having straight A’s wasn’t enough. In high school, being the president of the whole school wasn’t enough and even studying in the best university overseas wasn’t enough. Always more, more and more. But now he’s gone, and I don’t know what to do. What can I do? The same thing I always did. Be at the top.