"I miss you, Karina. But I don't want you back." There. I said it. It hurts so bad, but then everything will get worse if I don't stop it now. 

"All you have to do is claim me again, Winter. Just one word, and you'll have me." She says, looking at me. Alam ko, Winter. Malakas ako sa'yo eh. "Hanggang kailan, Karina? Hindi ka ba napapagod?" Tanong ko sakanya.

Mahal kita, Karina. "Hindi ko sasabihing hindi ako mapapagod.. pero, if there are a hundreds of reasons to leave you, I'll still try to find a way to FIND my way back to you." She said. Nahihirapan ako. Please don't do this to me. 

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