Okay so italics for thoughts and bold is what they are reading

Krystal's POV

Today is a good day.

Fairly good weather, nice breakfast...

*sigh*

Well I guess this is the best I can expect now.

*knock knock knock*

“ Come in!” I yell to the person at the door

The door opens and our maid Lynda appears

“Good Morning Miss. Jung, have you eaten yet?” she says coming next to my bed

“Hi Lynda, yes I already did” I answer still staring at the window

Lynda approach to me with a worried look on her face and holds my hand.

“Ow honey I don't like to see you like that”  she held my hand tighter which cause me  look down avoiding her eyes.

She can see through me, she always could, she has taken care of my sisters and me since we were babies, and I know that if she

sees me like this the storm of questions will start and I'm not ready for it.

“I’m okay Lynda, promise” I say raising my head and faking a smile

She was still suspicious but at the end she let it go.

When Lynda was about to leave after picking up the morning dishes, she suddenly turn to me saying

“Ahh Soojung almost forgot, there was something on the mail for you today” she left the dishes on the side and went to the door to

grab something from the floor that seems like a box . Soon she was walking back near to my bed with it

“Here” she says putting it on my bed “This came this morning with your name on it”  I decide to get closer to it and see what it was

“From who?” I ask still examining the package that apparently had no remittent

“I don’t know and it didn’t came in the package” Lynda answer picking up the dishes again heading to the door. I start to space out

until I hear Lynda’s voice again at the door of my room.

“Honey, please get ready everything is going to be okay” she says with a reassuring smile closing the door and leaving me in my

room alone again.
 

*sigh*
 

If only that was true...
 

After a while of staring at the package, I open it slowly, afraid of what it might be. When I finish, I found myself in front of an envelop

and what seems to be a journal? with a post-it on the cover that says: READ ME!
 

Now that is strange
 

I open the journal on the first page and start reading.

Date: March,12,2023
To: Jung Soojung
Hello Soojung-ah!
First of all I wanted to say ARE YOU CRAZY!? why do you open a package that you don’t know from whom is it?! haven’t you heard anything I said?!

WHHAT THE H- .. wait..OMG ...is it..is it you?

Second I’m glad that you open it  and I’m sorry I had to send it like that but it was the only way for you to get it, besides I knew you would open it because that is you...always trusting people, it’s one of the things that makes you amazing

I can feel a little smile forming on my mouth
You...

Now as for who I am, I think you know by now right?

Of course I know you idiot

Your eternal servant Amber 

who is writing this journal because this past few years I have been remembering ...things, most of them about you, and I

know that right now is not the best time but I want you to hear a story, the story I could never told you, my story.

small chapter sorry :(