Why can't you love me?
With Open ArmsGuys! I'm so so sorry that I haven't updated since like yesterday or the day before e_e but I've been having writers block /.\ lol well this chapter is also short, but I thought it was better than anything so I decided to post it while I begin working on a longer chapter right now o= please comment like always and thanks xD
Suho POV
This wasn’t what Suho meant when he told Daniel to make him forget Kris. However as Daniel tenderly kissed him, it made him realize just how much he missed this.
There was a slight anticipation as Daniel slowly slid his fingers across Suho’s arm, and the warmth was comforting.
“I really like you Suho” Daniel breathed in between kisses
“I…I like you too” Suho whispered, and deep down he knew it was true somehow.
The brown haired boy smiled “You do?”
Suho nodded and smiled back “Yes I like you Daniel”
Daniel kissed him again, and Suho couldn’t help but give in.
The bed creaked under their sudden weight, and Daniel slowly took his shirt off.
“Are you sure about this?” he asked suddenly concerned
Suho nodded again “Yes I’m sure”
Daniel placed both of his hands on either side of Suho’s face, and laid another soft kiss.
More kisses followed as they slowly began undressing each other.
In the mist of kissing, Suho’s phone suddenly began to ring, and they both stopped and stared at each other.
“Aren’t you going to answer it?” Daniel breathed
Suho bit his lip “I don’t want to…”
“But what if it’s from the hospital?”
Daniel rolled on his side, and gave Suho the small white cell phone.
“Hello?” Suho answered
“Mr. Kim?...Oh thank God you answered” It was Amy
“What’s wrong?” Suho asked a bit concerned by the tone in her voice
Daniel stared at him curiously
“I’m so sorry to bother you sir, but…Mr. Wu just woke up”
Suho’s eyes widened and he felt Daniel’s fingers wrap around his own
“What?...” he whispered suddenly unable to breathe
“Sir I haven’t told him that you’re here, but I would suggest coming as quickly as possible…he’s having an emotional breakdown and I have no idea what to do” Suho could hear panic in the red head’s voice
“I’ll be there in a bit” he stood up from the bed
The call ended, and Suho began frantically dressing himself again.
“What happened? Was it the boy’s?” Daniel asked
“No…Kris woke up, and I need to go. I’m so sorry”
Daniel smiled “Don’t need to be sorry. Here” he handed Suho his sweater “I’ll take you to see him”
Amy POV
“Mr. Wu please don’t” Amy said as she tried to make Kris stop from ripping the needles that were inserted into his arm.
“Let go!” The blonde man hissed angrily
I shook my head “No I’m sorry sir, but I can’t let you leave”
“You can’t tell me what to do” he snapped
“I know sir but…”
“You’re just my secretary nothing more, and I won’t take any orders from you” he pushed her arms away, and stood up
The medicine’s seemed to still be working because he stumbled a bit as soon as he stood up
“Sir be careful” Amy helped him
They both only made it as far as the red sofa, before Kris had to sit down.
“Why are you here? You have no obligation to be here right now”
I fidgeted with my fingers nervously “I’m not the only one that’s here” she whispered
Kris narrowed his eyes “What?”
“Sir…Kris…I need to tell you something” Amy sat down next to him “There is someone who came to see you, but I just want you to know beforehand that this might be a bit overwhelming”
Kris looked at her, and she knew that he was extremely confused however he suddenly changed the topic
“I’m most likely moving away”
“What?”
“This isn’t helping like I’d hoped”
“What…what isn’t helping?”
He looked at her “Did I ever tell you why I moved here?”
Amy shook her head. She’d heard about the divorce and a few other things, but he had never explained exactly what happened.
“I was married before I came here, and I had ten teenage boys…ten teenage boys who now hate me for what I did”
Amy bit her lip
“I cheated on Suho, and like a coward I ran away trying to avoid everything. New York was the place I decided to live in so I didn’t have to ever see them again, but I never thought I’d miss them so much”
“Why don’t you go back?” Amy’s voice broke without her meaning to
“I don’t deserve to go back”
“Then stay here…” she whispered
-What the hell are you saying Amy?-
Kris looked up at her “Stay here? Why would I?”
-Please don’t leave…Amy just stop he belongs with Suho-
“No nothing, I’m sorry”
He smiled a weak yet beautiful smile. Amy hadn’t seen him smile in a long time, and this made her chest feel like it was crushing.
She tried to convince herself that this was the best way.
-You can’t love him…-
“Thank you”
“Eh?” It caught her off guard
He smiled again, but this time with more energy “Thank you, for not leaving me…”
-Don’t…don’t be selfish Amy…-
“You’re welcome” she whispered struggling to keep herself composed
“You…you love me don’t you?” he asked, his smile disappearing and being replaced with a serious expression
There was a moment of silence as Amy tried to answer, but her voice wouldn’t seem to cooperate
Kris smiled once more “Anybody would be honored to have you as their girlfriend Amy, but…”
-Don’t say it…please don’t…I want to leave-
She stood up
“I need to call someone” she began walking, but Kris grabbed her wrist and turned her around.
“I’m sorry I can’t love you, but…”
“Why can’t you love me?” her eyes swelled up with tears
“You’ve been here for the last two years, and never left even when I acted like a jerk, but Amy just know that I’m not a good person…You will find someone better”
Amy bit her lip as she tried hard not to cry “Are you not a good person just because Suho told you so?. Is that why you do all this to yourself? Do you really think that this will help repair everything you did to your family?”
Kris let go of her wrist
-No…No I’m so sorry-
“I’m so sorry, please forgive me. I just can’t control my feelings and…I’m so sorry” her tears spilled out
The blonde man stood up and wrapped his arms around her
“You’re right; it won’t help if I don’t do anything. Please don’t cry. I’m the one who should be saying I’m sorry to you…to Suho and the kids.”
Amy could feel her chest becoming more and more number by the second
“I thought that if you went with him, you’d be happy…That you would stop hurting yourself and doing all these things. That if you were happy then I’d be happy too, but this hurts too much” her lower lip trembled
-You can’t go back on your word Amy…not now-
“What are you talking about?” he looked down confused
Amy was about to explain about how she was the one who had told the nurse to call Suho here, and how she was trying to get them both back together despite her feelings for him, but the door suddenly opened.
Kris turned to see who it was, and Amy saw his expression twist into a mixture of fear and something unrecognizable.
Amy didn’t have to turn around to know who it was, but she did anyways. However Suho wasn’t by himself and as she turned around, she saw a familiar looking boy behind him.
“Suho?...” Kris blurted out in panic
“Daniel?...” Amy whispered as she stared wide eyed at the familiar face she hadn’t seen for quite some time.
-bows down in apology- I'm such a horrible author because I leave you guys with cliff hangers all the time QwQ and don't even update that fast, but I'll try better D8 I can already hear my cousin yelling at me to update c8 I'm sorry Elizabeth xD I will update as soon as possible c= so please let me know what you think and I'll go write the next chapter for now o.o
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