The feeling that you have dosens of friends but no one of them is TRUE. 

The feeling that you gave every person that surrounds you all of the TRUST that you can gave to them,but they are all just wasting it beacause they think that you are nothing,that you are just like a TRASH that they can just throw in times that they does'nt need you anymore.

And in those times that I am feeling that the world is against me,that was also the time when I meet someone that can really creeps me out because he's like a mushroom that always pop outs from no where,but I am lucky that even that he is sometimes creepy he is still always there when I am feeling low,sad,blue or broken.

so I think there's no way that I can resist someone who can be a knight-and-shinning-mushroom that everyone would always want.