Dear Nayeon,

I am finally back after being in America for a month. I am thankful JYP gave me a month off after our TT promotions. I mean I needed it after we broke up. JYP saw how hurt I was, but I guess our breakup was my fault. I know everyone was worried for me since I didn't answer anybody's messages, but I needed time. Time to heal and be able to see you without crying. I am sorry for how things ended. I am sorry for the petty fights and the yelling. I am sorry for hurting you. I wish things could have changed, but I can't turn back time. Unnie I wish we could go back. Go back to when we would practice together and laugh, stay up watching dramas cuddled up together, or secretly blowing kisses to each other during performances. Everyone around us even our fans knew about our relationship. They all supported and loved us. We were the official couple of Twice. It was breaking news when we broke up. Our fans still wonder why we didn't stay together, but they are fine with it. No one besides the members, JYP, and our families knew I left. I didn't tell anyone but JYP. I know when you see me you might be mad. Mad that I just ran away. But I couldn't stick around. Not when I found out that you and Jinyoung got together a few months after we broke up. He was like a big brother to me. It hurt knowing he could give you the love you deserved. It hurt seeing you laugh and kiss him. It killed me knowing that you could move on so fast. Did I not mean a thing to you? Was our