Olivia

These last few days have been a blur! Ji-hoon has been here everyday and stuck to my side like glue.

Don't get me wrong I love it but I am also a ball of nervousness!

I am leaving in a few days and even though I'd like to be with him I know that is virtually impossible.

I live in the States and he is an international celebrity with rabid insane fans on every continent literally.

This is not the match made in heaven that all the romance novels I have read led me to believe was in my future.

If anything this is an angst filled drama and I am going to the one to get my heart broken into a million teeny weeny pieces. 

"Penny for your thoughts." He says laying his head on my lap looking up at me smiling beautifully.

I smile at him running my fingers through his silken locks.

"Just wondering what to wear tomorrow at my birthday party." I lie.

He looks at me skeptically and sits up turning to face me fully.

"I know for a fact that Bradie has already had your outfilt planned out before you even arrived in Seoul so why don't you tell what is really on your mind." 

I sigh, how does this man see through me and we only met five days ago.

"I don't know really I am just feeling anxious." I say standing up walking into the kitchen to get some water.

He follows close behind me.

"Why?" 

"I don't know, you, me, Ta-hee, the Korean media, me going home on Monday and never seeing you again, everything."  I blurt out and cover my face feeling embarrassed and vunerable.

His eyes soften and he takes me in his arms.

He kisses my temple repeatedly and I melt into his embrace.

"I know I have been thinking about the same things."

"You have?"

"Of course, I just got you and you are leaving me." 

I sigh again and wrap my arms around his neck.

"I have gotten used to seeing your face everyday and I don't know what I will do when I am not able to."

"Who says you still can't see my face everyday?" He says.

I look at him like he is crazy but also so intrigued.

"You act like we don't live in the age of technology there is Facetime and Skype remember?" He says and I laugh.

"Oh duh I forgot about those but it's not the same thing."

"I can't hug you or touch you through the screen Ji-hoon." I say feeling so sad all of a sudden.

He holds me closer and I lean into his neck inhaling his wonderful scent.

He smells so good and his embrace has me missing him already.

"Lets not think of it now and just enjoy our time together right now, cheer up babe."

"You're right and I am sorry." I say.

"S