No matter how tired she was, Krystal didn't give up.
She stood back up after Jessica left the room.

"Unnies.."

"Yes Krystal?" Victoria asked.

"Let's do this right." Krystal smiled.

"Do what?"

"What I need to do."

She played the music and started to practice.
The other members of f(x) were confused and don't know what is in her mind. 
But they just danced along and practice.
 

While practicing, all that was in her mind, was to pretend he was still alive.
That gave her the strength to do it all well.

"This is good. But...is she alright?" Luna thought to herself.

As the music stopped, the five of them panted deeply in exhaustion.

"Good job girls !" Victoria complimented and hugged the four of them. "Proud of you all."

Krystal just smiled. 

 

As she turned around to get a drink, she lost her balance and fell to the ground.
She began to cry aloud in thoughts of Joon.

"Krystal!!!" Luna yelled in shock.

The SM doctor came in to take a look at her.
SNSD and f(x) gathered around in worries.

"She will be fine. But I suggest that she rest. Her mental health is in bad shape."

"Just get rid of her already!!" The dance instructor jeered when he came in. He went towards Krystal and slapped her head hard.
"You useless little.."

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Yoona shouted. "I didn't believe it when Sica told me that you are that kind of a guy, but now I do."

All the girls in the room lost their respect for him.

"What? It's only a fact that we won't be needing a zombie on stage." He continued.

Luna slapped him. "Keep your mouth shut."

"Tsk. Fine. Let's see how the SMTOWN preview later on goes."

"I will show you...I'm not as weak as you said." Krystal said as she struggled to stand up.

"Silly girl. If you fail, you are out of this year's SMTOWN tour." He chuckled. "
And you will just remain back here training every single day, on your own."

The girls gasped and didn't want Krystal to lose.

"We won't accept-" Victoria defended but was cut off by the maknae.

"Unnie..I accept."

"Don't Krystal!" Victoria pleaded.

"If I manage to finish it, you get lost." Krystal said as she pounded the table in anger.

"Then get ready." The instructor said and left the room.

"Krystal, Are you sure you want to do so?" Taeyeon asked.

"Yes unnie. I will prove that I can."

"We are all rooting for you. Please remain strong. You must be with us for SMTOWN tour." Jessica said and hugged me.

"You are the greatest gift I have this life unnie. To have you here with me." Krystal said softly.

"Krystal ah..."

It was finally their turn and f(x) went on stage.
The music started and they did 'Electric Shock'.

"Look at that close up! Her eyes are so intense!" Yoona exclaimed.

"I see K.Joon's fierce gaze in them." Jessica thought to herself. "But is it really possible that he is dead already?"

As Krystal sang her part, the crowd went wild as her voice lit up the entire stage.

"They did it..." the dance instructor mumbled.

The music stopped and Krystal fell to the ground unconsious.
The other four helped Krystal up to the back.

Backstage, the girls got the doctor.
As he examined Krystal, the dance instructor came in.

"Seems like you failed." He said sarcasticly.

"You did.. Get out." Victoria fiercely spoke.

"Fine.."

"I suggest you withdraw her from this year." The doctor shook his head. "This goes on and she will lose her mind."

"We will withdraw her this year." They spoke with sadness in their voices.

Just like that, the entire SMTOWN tour passed. 
Krystal stayed behind in Korea resting. 
Whenever the rest return from the tour, they would visit her.

A year has pass just like that.

-Somewhere-

I opened my eyes out of a really hazy dream.
I thought it was a dream.

I saw white walls surrounding that felt all too familiar.

"You are awake!" Someone shouted.

"Dad?" I wondered.

"Yes! Its been such a long time..."

"Where am I?" I asked curiously and looked around.

"Home. Come have breakfast."

I got up at ease and walked downstairs where I was greeted by my family.

"Good morning!" My mother greeted happily.

"Morning.." I replied.

My body felt all well as if nothing happened.

"How long has it been that I was in bed?" I asked curiously.

"A year. You have been lying there for 12 months Joon!"

"What ?!" My eyes widened.

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