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Letters To A SasaengI'm tired
and exhausted
and lonely
and maybe a little broken.
But for my fans, I'm okay. I haven't seen my family in a while. I miss them. I miss the idea of family. I'm an adult, yes, but I'm still allowed to miss my parents, right? I know you all rely on me to make music and perform, but sometimes I just feel like letting it all go. I want to be normal again.
The life of an idol isn't all it seems to be. Yes, I love performing for all of you, but offstage it's different. I'm tired of having my personal life ripped apart and inspected down to the very smallest detail. I am grateful to all of you, please know that. Just know that sometimes I want to be me. Not the onstage me that smiles at everything- the real me. So please, understand. I'll miss you when I'm gone, but I miss my old life too.
A/N: in light of all this talk about wonder girls disbanding and those two leaving kara and that guy leaving ukiss. Update from study hall. Woot.
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