Hyun's POV
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as time goes by
Hyun's POV
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It's been a few years since the 'We Got Married' program ended.
I haven't met him for a long time but sometimes he might sent me a message and asked about how's am I doing, congratulated me and something. It's been a few years since
I filmed that program with my virtual husband, and I don't know why until now, I still thinking of him like mostly everytime.
Sometimes there's a thought that I feel my own self has been go insane because everything that I saw is just reminds me of him. When I saw guitar, it reminds me of him, I remember how he taught me the basic of guitar for the first time. When I saw blue color, it also made me think of him. And there still so many things that even makes no sense at all.
All the gifts he gave to me, of course I still have it all, that pink guitar, that teddy bear doll, the handmade books, and...the ring. Sometimes I just opened it randomly, and the memories traveled back in my head, recalled all the memories that we had.
I haven't used to like or even love someone before... before I met him. I don't know what is love and such thing, but he slowly changed me from a girl who doesn't know love at all to a real woman now, he made me feel the way that I haven't felt before, for the first time.
At first I just can't believe that some people told me it was a real love. But now that I think about it more, maybe that could be right, maybe they were true,
that I'm really in love with him.
Maybe I can't really understand what's the meaning of love, but somehow I can feel it that what I feel towards him... is love, and I'm sure of it.
He's my first love, and I hope that he'll also be the last.
Just now, I missed him so much, that I just want him to appear in front of me, right now, this second, in this place. I grabbed my phone, wandered my phone contact and found "Yong~", then I tried to type a message...
To: Yong~
Message:
Yong, I miss you...
How's you're doing?
My thumb was about to landed on the "Send" button, but suddenly I stopped for awhile, I glued my eyes on the phone screen for a minute and random memories just came through my head out of nowhere, then I blinked for a couple times but ended up deleting the whole message and pressed the back button.
I sighed that I have no courage to send that message. I made my way through the window, looked up to saw the stars on the beautiful night sky,
and all that I can think of is just... him.
I haven't met him for a long time but sometimes he might sent me a message and asked about how's am I doing, congratulated me and something. It's been a few years since
I filmed that program with my virtual husband, and I don't know why until now, I still thinking of him like mostly everytime.
Sometimes there's a thought that I feel my own self has been go insane because everything that I saw is just reminds me of him. When I saw guitar, it reminds me of him, I remember how he taught me the basic of guitar for the first time. When I saw blue color, it also made me think of him. And there still so many things that even makes no sense at all.
All the gifts he gave to me, of course I still have it all, that pink guitar, that teddy bear doll, the handmade books, and...the ring. Sometimes I just opened it randomly, and the memories traveled back in my head, recalled all the memories that we had.
I haven't used to like or even love someone before... before I met him. I don't know what is love and such thing, but he slowly changed me from a girl who doesn't know love at all to a real woman now, he made me feel the way that I haven't felt before, for the first time.
At first I just can't believe that some people told me it was a real love. But now that I think about it more, maybe that could be right, maybe they were true,
that I'm really in love with him.
Maybe I can't really understand what's the meaning of love, but somehow I can feel it that what I feel towards him... is love, and I'm sure of it.
He's my first love, and I hope that he'll also be the last.
Just now, I missed him so much, that I just want him to appear in front of me, right now, this second, in this place. I grabbed my phone, wandered my phone contact and found "Yong~", then I tried to type a message...
To: Yong~
Message:
Yong, I miss you...
How's you're doing?
My thumb was about to landed on the "Send" button, but suddenly I stopped for awhile, I glued my eyes on the phone screen for a minute and random memories just came through my head out of nowhere, then I blinked for a couple times but ended up deleting the whole message and pressed the back button.
I sighed that I have no courage to send that message. I made my way through the window, looked up to saw the stars on the beautiful night sky,
and all that I can think of is just... him.
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author's note
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» so this is the first chapter, it's about Hyun's POV
for the next chapter I'll be coming with Yong's POV
so please look forward to it gogumasss! <3
anyway, I'm telling you again, I'm not gonna write
a long chapters story because I'm not good at it /sobs.
so, that's my writing style, just simple and short but I
hope you got the feeling kkkk~ AND sorry if there
maybe some grammar mistakes and error, english
isn't my basic language so yeah- hope you understand^^
last but not least, hope you enjoy the story and thanks
for whoever that has been subscribed and even upvote <3
for the next chapter I'll be coming with Yong's POV
so please look forward to it gogumasss! <3
anyway, I'm telling you again, I'm not gonna write
a long chapters story because I'm not good at it /sobs.
so, that's my writing style, just simple and short but I
hope you got the feeling kkkk~ AND sorry if there
maybe some grammar mistakes and error, english
isn't my basic language so yeah- hope you understand^^
last but not least, hope you enjoy the story and thanks
for whoever that has been subscribed and even upvote <3
hey o u o whoever have subscribed this story so far thankyou so muchhh! /throws hearts/
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