Diary Entry 28.
Chasing the Wind
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Diary Entry 28.
I had refused to face my own emotions. I had refused to admit to myself what I was experiencing. I had refused to acknowledge the fact that I was heartbroken. I should have stuck to that. I should not have opened this sealed box because now the emotions are out, now the cries of agony cannot be held back anymore. Now I am vulnerable and weak.
I am weak. I do not have what it takes to bravely stand up after this heartbreak. I am scared. I am scared of feeling again, I am scared of loving again, I am scared of opening up again to someone. Every passing day I convince myself that I am better off alone, but I know, I know deep inside that all of this is a pointless attempt to bury whatever mess I feel inside of me.
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