Dear Diary,

Thankfully, Minhyun told me today was a lot easier for him. He went to practice. He chewed on toothpick, drank sour lemonade. He took pills I had bought him, and drank a lot of water. After practice, he continued jogging around the neighborhood, telling me that it really helped him keep his mind off his cravings. I jogged with him. Partly because I wanted to give him company. Partly because I wanted to make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid.

He ate a lot as well, and that, along with the lemon juice, the excessive water and the fatigue that came with hours of exercise, led to a lot of vomiting that night.

Still, he was able to sleep a lot easier then last night. I’m glad.