“i promise no matter what happen in the future i’m cho kyuhyun will always stay on your side, i will never let even a single drop of tears come from your eyes, this is how i love you so much lee sungmin” kyuhyun smile while looking at his lover, they both have a date in a nice park that day

“how can i believe you will not broke your promise? Like i don’t know how evil bastard you are” sungmin try his best to hide his happiness inside and pout on his boyfriend’s words

“cause i will lock my promise so it will stay inside my mind forever” kyuhyun smirk by his own words

“lock? How to lock words?”

“by this” kyuhyun put his lips on sungmin’s, from a sweet tender kiss, kyuhyun change the kiss into a passionate kiss and few minutes later he stop it when he feels sungmin broke in tears

“are you planning to make me broke my promise this fast? Why are you crying?” kyuhyun sweep the tears using his thumb and hug sungmin who still sobbing on his embrace

“i’m happy.. i’m too happy cho kyuhyun, i don’ know why i’m crying but i just.. i just..” sungmin sobbing louder on kyuhyun shoulder

“sshh.. stop it, it’s okay it’s okay, i’m sorry i’m too perfect like this” kyuhyun make a joke in hope his lover will stop crying and he’s right, sungmin straight away pull out his body from kyuhyun and look at him weirdly

“you really bastard, i shouldn’t have cried for you” kyuhyun broke in laugh as he heard his boyfriend’s words

“but you love this bastard” kyuhyun look naughtily to sungmin

“so much” and they back into a passionate kiss ignore people around them who started look at them weirdly

Sungmin wake up in tears as he remember all the memories he spent with kyuhyun and hope he will never ever again remember it, it just hurt him more to realise again that everything has changed, his relationship with kyuhyun change colder these few years, like the past cho kyuhyun never exist again in his life, all the promises has turn into nothing and it hurts sungmin so much “i wish i could hate you” sungmin whisper in between his tears. Sungmin always try his best to never leave kyuhyun side no matter how much he hurts him, he doesn’t know why kyuhyun change, he never show his love again toward Sungmin and sometimes Sungmin think that kyuhyun doesn’t love him anymore, but no, once he asked kyuhyun about it and he replied “i still love you” those words are enough for Sungmin, although he can’t see how much he loves him anymore but at least he said that he still love Sungmin. All meaningful event they used to celebrate now become nothing, even on their anniversary it’s Sungmin who always remind him about it or make a plan how to celebrate it but Kyuhyun looks like he never care about it and just make Sungmin feel more tired about their relationship, how can he always the one who care about it, sungmin can’t count anymore how many people told him to just break up with kyuhyun but no, this show how much Sungmin loves kyuhyun cause no matter how hurt he is inside but his love will remain the same, he never know why kyuhyun change into cold kyuhyun but he believes that he will change someday, but.. until when he can survive?

“Kyu...” Sungmin look into his boyfriend  deeply, Kyuhyun and Sungmin decide to have lunch together this afternoon, Sungmin happily trying his best to hide all the sadness inside his mind and talk like usual but when he looked at kyuhyun, that man just look into his laptop seriously and never listen to him “kyuhyun..” sungmin try to call him again “cho kyuhyun” ... “CHO KYUHYUN!” finally kyuhyun look into him when Sungmin yell loudly

“what?” kyuhyun eventually respond

“did you even listen to me?” Sungmin now bluntly show his sadness and hope Kyuhyun will realize it

“....”

“did you?” Sungmin can’t believe it, kyuhyun even never bother to listen on his story again

“....”

“answer me cho kyuhyun! Answer me and tell me that you listen to me, it’s okay even it’s only one word! It’s okay at least you got hear something right?” Sungmin try his best to stop the urge of tears on his eyes

“... sorry..” Sungmin doesn’t even try to hide all his emotions again, he looks up at the ceiling trying to be strong when actually tears already drop from his eyes “min..” kyuhyun’s voice sounds guilty this time

“stop it..” Sungmin respond

“what?”

“stop your words or i will cry more and embarasse you, i think i have to go now, see you” Sungmin raise from his chair turn back and walk away from the restaurant when kyuhyun doesn’t even bother to catch him and hug him from the back like he always did in the past.

“cho kyuhyun bastard!” Sungmin mumble more to himself in his office desk trying to get focus on his job when actually he’s not

“i smell someone angry here” someone touch Sungmin’s shoulder lightly

“ah.. Yunho-ssi, something wrong?”

“you”

“sorry?”

“everything is fine here but you” Yunho massage Sungmin’s shoulder lightly makes the latter moan softly in comfort “your muscle is tense up, are you sure you are alright?”

“i’m not going to lie to you so the answer is no i’m not”

“works problem?”

“no”

“love problem?”

“......”

“gotcha”

“well, it has nothing to do with you so don’t make such a guilty face in front of me like that” Yunho laugh at sungmin’s words

“actually it is! cause you know how much i love you and how many times you reject me for that bastard named cho kyuhyun and see now? Who stand beside you when you feel down? It’s not him, it’s me, why you just can’t forget him and try to look at me even once?”

“i.. i can’t”

“i wonder what magic he uses  to makes you love him like this much, he’s such a damn lucky bastard and i wish he knew”

“i wish too.. but it’s like wish just a wish” Sungmin’s eyes is teary again

“stop it, you can’t cry in front of me, cause i don’t think i can hold on”

“sorry”

“the one who need to be sorry is that cho kyuhyun, cheer up min-ah, i’ll always on your side when you need me” Yunho give him a light peck on his cheek and walk slowly to his room

“i wish it’s you who were like that to me cho kyuhyun, not him” Sungmin muttered and back to his work

Sungmin walks like a idiot, don’t know where he supposed to go, he still thinking about kyuhyun, how each day he gradually change to someone he doesn’t know and it hurts Sungmin so much the fact that he still loves him no matter what happen or no matter how much he crying inside because of Kyuhyun. He take deep sigh and sit on a bench in a park near his apartment, almost drop in tears again when suddenly his phone ringing

“kyu!” he answer cheerfuly as this is the first time after a while Kyuhyun makes his move first

“hi” Kyuhyun sounds nervous to Sungmin, maybe it’s because this is the first time after a while since he call him first

“hi!” Sungmin couldn’t hide his excitement

“......”  a long silent from kyuhyun until Sungmin broke the awkward situation

“err.. kyu.. something wrong?”

“no, i mean yes” then long silent again

“so... what is it?” Sungmin try his best to cool himself down since Kyuhyun really just make him impatient

“sorry..” Kyuhyun finally speak

“sorry? For what?”

“today lunch, sorry to make you feel down like that, i never mean it” Sungmin can feel his face blush and all butterflies flying on his stomach, he feels really happy to hear Kyuhyun apologize to him for being like that, Sungmin almost drop in tears reminiscing all those sweet words he long time never heard anymore from Kyuhyun, it’s been 8 years since the’re dating and after 5 years together Kyuhyun gradually change and never say sorry to him again no matter how much he hurts Sungmin, so this is the first time after 3 years ‘different Kyuhyun’ finally say sorry again to him “Min...”

“what?! Oh yes! Of course i will forgive you, you don’t have to sounds really guilty like that!” Sungmin raise his voice involuntary because of his excitement chills through all his part of body

“oh, okay then, good night min”

“night” after put his handphone on his bag again, Sungmin jumping around like 5 years old boy when they get candies or toys they want “HE SAYS SORRY TO ME, HE SAYS IM SORRY” he’s yelling on the street really couldn’t hide his excitement and keep jumping on the street and singing like idiot until his room

That’s all, that’s the last timeSungmin hear Kyuhyun’s voice again, since that last call he never hear anything from Kyuhyun again, he just like suddenly dissapear and Sungmin doesn’t have any clue why suddenly Kyuhyun is gone like that

“call him” Yunho said when they’re in the middle of lunch together after 2 weeks since Kyuhyun suddenly gone

“ive tried but no one answer.. it’s getting worse that since last week his phone doesnt event active” Sungmin play with his food, doesn’t even have appetite to eat

“should we celebrate?” Yunho smile naughtily and put his hand on Sungmin’s in the table

“celebrate for what?”

“finally that bastard is gone and now i can have you all by myself” Sungmin straight away slap Yunho’s hand from his and look at him furiously

“is that how you cheer someone up? No matter how long it is for him to go, or dissapear i will never fall in to you and just to reminds you again my love for him is eternal and it will never change no matter what happen today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and to be simple FOREVER” Sungmin takes a deep breath after throw all what’s inside his mind “listen! I never want to be your enemy, and i like you so much just as my bestfriend! So just forget that you’ve said all those words and i will forgive you! I’m going now” Sungmin grab his phone on the table and walk fastly back to his office ignore Yunho who keep calling his name attract some attention in the restaurant

“i’m not wrong right Kyu? Our love will remain the same, no matter what happen today or in the future. So please cho kyuhyun can you just go back? I swear i’m not going to nag anymore to you.. so please.. please..” Sungmin talk to himself in the bench on the park near his apartement again, his voice getting slower and slower and change into tears, he doesn’t even care how he sounds like a little lost boy now, he just want Kyuhyun and that’s it, that’s it.

“Min..” Sungmin look up and found the person he miss the most standing there look down on him worriedly

“is this a dream?” Sungmin stand up and blink confusely “is this...” suddenly everything turns black and he can’t remember anything

hi all really sorry for taking so long to update this story TT was really busy these past few weeks TT but anyway enjoy hehe sorry if the story is not as good as what you all imagine, but i'm trying my best, so please give me comment so i can improve myself next time hehe thank you ^^