Sungmin pov

I never thought you will leave me like this.. i never thought that you’ll never say goodbye to me.. i thought you love me so why you hurt me like this? Am i not so important for you? Is it how you show me how much you love me? You better wake up bastard or i won’t forgive you for whole of my life.. i won’t..  even we meet in the next life i really won’t forgive you! Those love words you told me all are lies right? If all are true so why you leave me?

The sky were grey, the rain started to pour and made Sungmin’s body all wet because of it

“let’s go now Sungmin-ah” mrs Lee held an umbrella  for her son and tried to drag Sungmin from this funeral place but no.. Sungmin just stayed still in the ground let all the rain pour his body

“idiot..” Sungmin looked at the grave didn’t even listen to his mom

“Sungmin-ah.. let’s go.. it’s raining, your body all wet, we better go now before you get cold”

“why...”

“why?”

“why he go like that mom? Why? Why he didn’t tell me the truth but just go like this? Why he leave me with many questions in my head? Why he didn’t bid me a goodbye before he go? He’s a nice guy mom.. so why in the end of his life he treat me like this? He said he loves me but why he acted like this? Tell me mom!!! Tell me!!!” Sungmin yelled to his mom, made the latter shocked since Sungmin is always a nice son who never even speak rudely to her

“it’s because he love you too much Sungmin-ah.. he thought it’s the best way of saying goodbye to you.. when actually it’s not, but at least he tried.. he tried to be the best for you until his very end, he didn’t want to look weak in front of you, he wants you to remember him as a strong guy that you’ve always known, isn’t that sweet sungmin-ah? Remember to take all the positive side from all the things that happen to you, now let’s go, i’m afraid you will catch a cold” finally after heard all those things from his mom, Sungmin followed his mom to their car that parked near the funeral place

“mrs lee can i take care of him for today? And i mean.. tomorrow too.. and onwards” suddenly a familiar voice heard and Sungmin looked up to see if it’s really him

“sure! You don’t have to ask! Okay Sungmin-ah mom will go back straight away to our home, if you need anything just call to home and don’t forget to visit our home at least once a month, your dad really miss you” Sungmin’s mom kiss his son lightly on the cheek and went inside her car, waved to her son and drove his car away

“let’s go now Sungminnie, i think you will catch a cold soon if we stay too long here” the guy said, Sungmin just nodded and followed the guy to his car, after make sure Sungmin sat comfortly the guy started his engine “are you okay Sungminnie?” the guy started talking while drove his car

“i wish i were kyuhyun-ah...” Sungmin looked outside the car window and let his mind went away from the bad memory

a very short update cause i want hahahaha so i broke my promise to end this story on this chapter.. it's almost 1 am here i was thinking of going to bed when suddenly this idea came out! hahaha hope you enjoy it tho :( i didn't even check it again, so sorry if you found many mistakes in this chapter since i also typed it in the half awake mode orz so see you in the next chapter! -lch-