Kyuhyun make sure Sungmin fully covered since he’s really cold when Kyuhyun tried to help him change his clothes, and so far since they came to Kyuhyun’s apartment Sungmin hadn’t spoken anything, he just stared blankly even when Kyuhyun talked to him it really made Kyuhyun confused and worried. After made sure Sungmin comfortable on his bed, Kyuhyun made his way to the kitchen and made a hot drink for both of them.

“here” Kyuhyun offered the hot drink in front of Sungmin’s face to make sure he paid attention to Kyuhyun, but no, Sungmin just stared on the cup blankly without intention on took it from Kyuhyun’s hand, Kyuhyun started feeling impatient he put their cups on the table and shook Sungmin’s body with all frustated feeling on his mind “for goodness sake Lee Sungmin! What the hell you want? I’m worried to the death about you and now you just keep silent! What bloody thing you want?? Tell me! Tell me so i can understand!!! Don’t stay still like a statue! I don’t ing understand!!! I just want you to be warmed! Can you feel yourself how cold you are right now? Even when you remain silent for whole month Yunho won’t come back again! HE WON’T” Kyuhyun stopped after threw out everything from his mind, and regret it when he finally realized he just talked so bad to Sungmin who actually need someone to comfort him right now, he looked into Sungmin’s eyes and saw fear and sadness on it, Sungmin’s body shake because of the fear, and he started to cry “sshhh.. i’m sorry.. i’m sorry.. i just.. too worry about you, i’m sorry min really, it’s okay it’s okay.. ssshh..” Kyuhyun hug Sungmin and started caressed his back, whispered to Sungmin’s ear and tried to comfort him. Those comfort words made Sungmin cried even louder, finally he could threw all his feelings he had hid since Yunho’s funeral this morning, he hug Kyuhyun back and let go all the sadness feeling in his boyfriend’s hug.

Sungmin fell asleep after crying, Kyuhyun made Sungmin comfortable under the blanket and position himself next to him, didn’t even let his eyes off of Sungmin, he really worried about him, luckily Sungmin’s body started to get warm now, he hug him find his own comfort in Sungmin and fell asleep right next to him.

“Kyuhyun-ah? Is that you? Why you look so pale?”

“yes it’s me min.. am i really looks pale? Ah.. so it means i should go now min”

“where will you go? You said you will stand next to me until the end of our live?”

“somewhere where i can wait you while watching you from there, so i don’t have to worry even i have to leave you now”

“no kyu.. no.. i need you.. next to me...”

“i’m sorry min.. i can’t fulfill our promises, but please you have to keep your promises of continue your life even without me, ok? Ah.. it’s the time now.. bye Sungmin-ah.. i love you.. forever” Kyuhyun kissed Sungmin and suddenly he walked away from Sungmin, Sungmin wanted to run after him but his leg couldn’t be moved, and he just stayed still watching Kyuhyun walked away from him

“don’t go Kyuhyun-ah.. don’t go!!!!!”

Sungmin opened his eyes with tears on his cheek

“kyu..” he looked around the room but no Kyuhyun wasn’t there, Sungmin worriedly ran from the room didn’t even care his weak leg and all the tears that still flooded his cheek, all he wanted was only to see Kyuhyun, alive, next to him “kyu.. kyu..” Sungmin was searching for Kyuhyun when he knocked on the table and almost fell luckily someone already caught him before he fell

“are you okay min? Why? Something wrong? Why you crying?” instead of answered Kyuhyun’s questions, Sungmin hug Kyuhyun and sobbed on his chest

“i.. i thought you left me without saying goodbye to me like that bastard did” Sungmin mumbled between his tears

“no min.. no.. i just leave to order some food for us, i won’t leave you like that”

“i.. i had a dream.. i dreamt that you left me, that’s why i scared kyu.. i scared that you really gone” Sungmin looked up on Kyuhyun’s eyes while tears still streamed down on his cheek

“it was just dream min.. it’s a nightmare only.. now you can see yourself i’m standing right in front of you right? Alive” Kyuhyun smiled while looking into his lover’s teary eyes “i bet you still tired, now shall we go back to our bed and let you sleep for more minutes until the food come?” Sungmin nodded on Kyuhyun’s question, before Sungmin walked, Sungmin grab Sungmin’s body and carried him in bridal style to his room “i will wake you up when the food come, sleep well min” Kyuhyun put the blanket on Sungmin and kiss his forehead but before Kyuhyun left the room Sungmin called him

“kyu.. you really won’t leave me right? You really won’t leave me like Yunho did right?” Kyuhyun stopped his way and without turning back his body to Sungmin he just stand there near the door and nodded

“i won’t min” and bite his lips worriedly

what to do!!! i promised to finish this really soon but i just make it longer TT please bear with it readers >< i really won't make it too long.. i just need few more chapters and it's complete! hehe it's 1:30 am here, i just typed it from 00:30 idk with myself why all the idea come out in the midnight when i'm about to sleep? ;_; okay no more chanting haha enjoy this chapter, i hope it's okay ^^ -lch-